But The Good Times
couldn't last forever.
[ Woman Screaming ]
[ Screaming Continues ]
No! My God, no!
[ Screaming Continues ]
No! My God, no!
[ Renton Narrating ]
I think Allison had been
screaming all day...
But it hadn't really
registered before.
[ Screaming ]
She might have been screaming
for a week for all I knew.
[ Continues Screaming ]
It had been days since I'd
heard anyone speak.
Help me!
Though surely someone must have
said something in all that time.
[ Screaming Continues ]
Surely to fuck someone must have.
Allison. Allison!
[ Allison Screaming ]
Help me, please!
Hey, calm down!
[ Screaming Continues ]
Spud :
Everything'll be just fine.
[ Renton Narrating ]
Nothing could have been
further from The Truth.
[ Both Screaming ]
In point of fact, nothing
was gonna be just fine.
[ Screaming Continues ]
On the contrary, everything
was gonna be bad. ‘Bad’.
I mean, everything was
gonna be even worse
than it already was.
No! My God! No! No!
[ Screaming Continues ] No! My God! No! No!
[ Screaming Continues ] [ Allison Wailing ] - [ Wailing Continues ] - [ Softly ] Fuck. [ Wailing, Screaming Continue ] [ Renton Narrating ]
It wasn't My Baby. She wasn't My Baby. Baby Dawn, she wasn't mine.
Spud's, Swanney's, Sick Boy's?
I don't know.
[ Continues Screaming ]
Maybe Allison knew, maybe not.
I wished I could think
of something to say.
Something sympathetic,
something Human.
Sick Boy :
Say something, Mark.
[ Allison Crying ]
Sick Boy [ Loudly ] :
Fucking say something, huh?
Crying Continues ]
Renton (quietly) :
I'm cooking-up.
[ Crying Continues ]
[ Crying ]
[ Continues Crying ]
[ Whimpering, Crying ]
Allison :
Cook us up a shot, Rent.
I really need a hit.
[ Renton Narrating ]
And so she did.
I could understand that.
To take The Pain away.
So I cooked up, and she got a hit.
But only after Me.
That went without saying.
Well, at least we knew
Who The Father was now.
It wasn't just The Baby
that died that day.
Something inside Sick Boy
was lost and never returned.
It seemed he had no Theory
with which to explain a moment
like this, nor did I.
Our only response was to
keep on going and fuck everything.
Pile misery upon misery.
Heap it up on a spoon and dissolve it
with a drop of bile.
Then squirt it into a stinking, purulent
vein and do it all over again. Keep on
going, getting up, going out, robbing,
stealing, fucking people over.
Propelling ourselves with longing
towards the day it would all go wrong.
Because no matter how much you
stash... or how much you steal,
you never have enough.
No matter how often you go out
and rob and fuck people over...
you always need to get up
and do it all over again.
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