Showing posts with label Metastasis. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Metastasis. Show all posts

Saturday, 20 November 2021

Burrows


















I just watched The Pilot [of A Brave New World] and noticed a running image of your work : The Human Centipede.


GM: (laughing) You know I haven’t seen Human Centipede. I can’t watch horror movies.


Well my guess is that those forms of one long continuous being, which looks like A Centipede, is your visual description of A Self, moving through Time, which you said you learned in Kathmandu in 1994 as How Things Actually Are. How does this experience still interact with Your Life?


GM: We can’t see any direction in Time. 


We can’t see Backand 

We can’t see Forward


We can Remember Back 

and Imagine Forward

but that’s it


We’re trained to feel like ‘Individuals’ so we don’t actually see ourselves as the extended processes that we are, shapeshifters who transform through decades from small, plump baby things to large and horny muscular teenagers, to hard-working, middle age adults, and finally desiccated seniors dying on beds




If we sped that up and showed one human life over ten minutes, it would be a body horror werewolf transformation more outrageous and horrifying than any seen onscreen.


But to me it’s like the color of the sky, it’s so self-evident that to see a bird fly past the window is to imagine its skipping solid trail through the medium of time.  In Time, We are all Connected, there’s just no denying that. There’s nothing mystical about any of this. I’m talking about stuff that is Simply Real.

Imagination can give you the ability to look backwards and forward. So, when you run it backwards, think how your grown-up mature body was once smaller, less massive, less capable of interacting with the environment – that’s real. Run it back to the beginnings of life on earth ad it’s clear that we all are one thing. A Singular organism made of many parts, just like a human body with its billions of individual skin cells – which die and fall from the body every day.

So, what does that mean? If people learned this in school, if we understood and accepted, we were all the same fucking thing(!) it might help prevent The Collapse into mad Division that’s occurring, just now. It’s just a Matter of Perspective that could change everything.

But The Organism We’re Part of might be sick, who knows? 


When cells in A Body turn against one another and The System that supports them starts breaking down, it’s cancer

You had the gnostic experience. To just hear it or read it is one thing but when you have the experience that seems to be the most convincing thing.

GM : Well, it seems to become self-evident. It’s really like someone turns your head around in Plato’s Cave and you realize that there’s A Light and someone’s doing Shadow Figures with their fingers. Once you’ve seen it, you’ve seen it.


And it’s ‘Oh, of course’! Of course! There’s no denying it. 


But I guess to have that experience is its own confirmation. It’s like living by the sea all your life, then having to explain that to someone living inland who’s never seen The Ocean and doesn’t believe an ocean could exist because they’ve never seen one.

To me it can be confirmed intellectually by just Thinking about Time and how You are Embedded in Time --

You Know You Had to be Six Years Old to be here

So, Where The Hell isBeing Six’? 


A.) In The Village.

A.) It's be-hiiiiiind YOOOU...!!

A.) Behind The Walls.

A.) Some where -- 

Beyond The Sea.

Well, 'Being Six' exists,

in a Time Direction 

that You Can’t See 

or Point to, 

but it’s still there. 

 

To misunderstand that is equivalent to Flying from Los Angeles to London, then, after touching down at Heathrow, insisting that Los Angeles no longer exists!


And once You’re Truly Aware of Time 

as The Medium 

through which We Transmit Our Physical Signal

then there is no denying 

that Your Personal Track  winds its way,

Back into Your Mum 

and She goes back to Her Mum 

and it all goes back to 

That single Dividing Cell 3 1/2 Billion Years ago. 

 

To me, that’s just basic mechanical shit. That’s not Mysticism. 

I’m not interested in ghosts and spirit worlds. 

If I’m going to have Transcendence, I want to be able to Touch it.










JOSEPH CAMPBELL

What is the meaning of The Virgin Birth? 

In India, there is This System of The Kundalini

as it’s called, the idea of The Centres

Psychological Centres up The Spine. 


And they represent the psychological planes 

of concern and consciousness and action. 


The first is at the rectum

and this is that of alimentation

 

The Serpent represents this, 

you know, a travelling oesophagus

going along just eating, eating, eating, eating

And all of us are — we wouldn’t be here 

if we weren’t eating. 


And then the second,  

The Second Centre

is at The Sex Organ Centre

and that’s The Urge to Procreation


The Third Centre's called, 

is at The Navel, and this is where 

You Eat and Want to Consume


And it’s not the alimentary eating, it’s 

The Mastering and Smashing 

and Trashing of Others, do you see? 

This is the aggressive mood.


Now, The First is an Animal Instinct, 

The Second is an Animal Instinct, 

The Third is an Animal Instinct, 

and these three centres are located  

in the pelvic base, do you see. 


The next one is at the level of The Heart, 

and this is The Opening of Compassion.


 And there you move out of 

The Field of Animal Action 

into a field that is 

properly human and spiritual


Now, in each of these centers there is a symbolic form. 

At the base, the first one, there is the form of the lingam and yeni, the male and female organs in conjunction. 


At The Heart Chakra, there is again The Male and Female organs in conjunction, but in Gold


This is The Virgin Birth. 


It’s the birth of spiritual man out of the animal man. 

Do you understand?


BILL MOYERS: 

And it happens?


JOSEPH CAMPBELL

When you are awakened at the level of The Heart to Compassion and to 

suffering with the other person. 


That’s the beginning of Humanity


And the meditations of religion properly are on that level, 

the heart level.


BILL MOYERS

You say it’s the beginning of Humanity, but in these Stories, that’s the moment when gods are born, 

The Virgin Birth, it’s a god 

who emerges from that chemistry.


JOSEPH CAMPBELL

Yeah, and you know who that god is? It’s you

All of these symbols in mythology refer to you

You can get stuck out there and think it’s all out there, and so you’re thinking of Jesus and all the sentiments about how he suffered and all; 

what that suffering is, is what ought to be going on in you. 

Have you been reborn? 

Have you died to your animal nature and come to life as a human incarnation?


BILL MOYERS

Why is it significant that this is of a virgin?


JOSEPH CAMPBELL: 

Well, it is that the begetter is The Spirit. 

It is a spiritual birth. 

The Virgin conceived of The Word, through The Ear.


Saturday, 6 November 2021

They SHOWED Me How IT Appeared to THEM



The View from 1990 :
Transsexuals are very passive.

THEREFORE,
if someone going around Killing Women 
and Harvesting Their SKINS 
to stitch together 
A Woman Suit —

Then, Lecter Says :

Billy isn't a real Transexual :

But he THINKS he is --
He tries to be.  

The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

You see, Memory's The Thing.


It's The Key.


It's The Key to Everything.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

If It really does want us back here, don't you think the smartest thing we can do is just get the hell out of Derry?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

No, no, no. It does want us back.

Of course It does!

But It doesn't know I know What I Know.


What do you know?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

How to kill the shit out of It!

I've read every book.

I've talked to every person in this godforsaken town, everybody that would talk to me, anyway, 

and that's not a long list.


But it wasn't enough.


I had to know how this all started.

How IT started.

And IT started here


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

Whoa.

What am I looking at, Mike? 


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

It's an artifact.

Early 18th century Shokopiwah.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

Shoko... How'd you get it?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

I found it, in the...

No, no, they gave it to me --

I stole it.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

You stole it?!

From Native Americans?!? 



The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

Uh... It's complicated. 


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

Yeah, it is......!!


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

They helped me on my journey.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

So beautiful.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

They showed me things. 

A Vision.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

Ow.

Holy fuck.

I feel kind of funky.

Hot.

Am I sweating?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

I need you to see what they showed me, Bill.

Bill. They live outside of Derry.

Beyond It's reach.


They moved there many years ago.

Their Holy man, Their Holy of Holies, he took me in.

Fed me their sacred Maturin.


I started to...  To react.


All living things must abide 

by the laws of the shape they inhabit.


While I sat there, looking out over the valley, I saw It arrive.

I knew that one day, I would have to make you all see.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

Mike, did you put something in my drink?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

It's, uh... It's a root.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

You...

You drugged me? You drugged me?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

No, it's a root, with properties.

It's just a micro-dose of what 

the Shokopiwah gave me...


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

Why would you do that?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

...to open my eyes.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

I don't feel real good.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

I need you to look, and you'll see.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

I don't feel good.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

Open your eyes.

Open your eyes.


They showed Me The Past.

Showed Me the way It appeared to Them.

They showed Me Their Pain.


They showed Me How to Stop It!


It's over.

It's over. You're okay. You're okay. 

Did you see it?

The ritual?


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

The Ritual of Chud? 


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

Yeah, I knew you...

I knew you would see it.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

I saw the whole fucking thing, Mike.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

That's How We Kill It.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

How are we going to do it?

Everybody already said no.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

But with YouThey'll Listen.


This won't work without All of Us.


The Richie 'Trashmouth' Tozier of 2016/9 :

Okay. So, what do you mean that you've seen us all die?

Yeah, 'cause I gotta be honest.

That's a fucked-up thing to just drop on somebody.



The Beverley Marsh of 2016/9 :

Every night since Derry,

I've been having these nightmares.

People in Pain. People Dying.

People...


So, you have nightmares.

I have nightmares. People, they have nightmares.

But that doesn't mean that your visions are true.


I've watched every single one of us...


You've seen every single one of us what?


At the place that Stanley wound up.

That's How We End.


Okay, how come the rest of us aren't seeing that shit?

I mean, what makes her so different?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

The Deadlights.


The Deadlights.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

She was the only one of us that got caught in 

The Deadlights that day.


We were all touched by It.

ChangedDeep down. 

Like An Infection. Or A Virus.


A Virus. You understand.

Slowly growing.


That Virus, it's been growing for 27 years.

This whole time, metastasizing.

It just got to Stan first, because...


The Richie 'Trashmouth' Tozier of 2016/9 :

He was The Weakest.


Jesus Christ, Rich.


The Richie 'Trashmouth' Tozier of 2016/9 :

Just Saying What Everyone Else is Thinking, man.



I mean, Rich, come on.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

What Beverly sees, it will come to pass.

It's What'll Happen to All of Us

eventually, unless we stop It.


How the hell are we supposed to do that?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

The Ritual of Chud.


The Shokopiwah.

The first ones who fought IT, They have A Saying.


"All Living Things 

must abide by The Laws 

of The Shape They Inhabit."


The Richie 'Trashmouth' Tozier of 2016/9 :

A tribal ritual?

Are you fucking kidding me, man?


All right, there's gotta be another way.

Okay? This thing comes back, what, every 27 years?

Let's just kick the can down the road and do it then.


The Richie 'Trashmouth' Tozier of 2016/9 :

Wait, we'll be 70 years old, asshole.


The Beverley Marsh of 2016/9 :

It doesn't work that way.

None of Us make it another 20 years, 

and the way it happens...


So, if We don't beat It this cycle, 

then... We die.


Horribly.


Yeah, I don't need the "horribly" part.


The Richie 'Trashmouth' Tozier of 2016/9 :

I didn't say it. She said it. Not me.


The Bill Denbrough of 2016/9 :

All right, guys. Look.

I've seen What He's Talking About, and it's all True.

It's the only way.


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

If we want this ritual to work...

We have to remember.


Remember what?


The Mike Hanlon of 2016/9 :

It's better if I show you.

We don't have much time.


His cycle will end soon.

And once it does...


We're fucked.


The Barrens.


This is where we came.

After The Rock Fight.


The Clubhouse.






Little Bo Peep :

Sir, I told you this is just a routine

follow-up on the Raspail case.


Dr. Chilton :

He is My Patient. I have rights.


Little Bo Peep :

I understand that, sir.


Dr. Chilton :

Look, I am not just some turnkey,

Miss Starling.


Little Bo Peep :

This is the number for the US Attorney's office.


Please, either you discuss this with him

or you let me do my job.


Do you understand?


*****


Little Bo Peep :

If your profile helps us catch Buffalo Bill

in time to save Catherine Martin...

the senator promises you a transfer

to the VA hospital at Oneida Park, New York,

with a view of the woods nearby.


Maximum security still applies, of course.

You'd have reasonable access to books.


Best of all though,

one week of the year, you get to leave the hospital

and go here -- Plum Island.


Every day of that week, you may walk on the beach,

you may swim in the ocean, for up to one hour --

under SWAT team surveillance, of course.


--And there you have it.

A copy of the Buffalo Bill case file.

Copy of the senator's offer.

This offer is non-negotiable and final.

Catherine Martin dies, you get nothing.


"Plum Island Animal Disease Research Center."

Sounds charming.


Little Bo Peep :

That's only part of the island.

There's a very, very nice beach.


Terns nest there. It's beautiful.


Terns? Mm.


The Wolf :

If I help you, Clarice, it will be "turns" with us too.


Quid Pro Quo.

I tell you things, you tell me things.

Not about this case though.

About Yourself.


Quid pro quo. 

Yes or No?


Yes or No, Clarice?

Poor little Catherine is waiting.


Little Bo Peep :

Go, Doctor.

[ Come, boy - Suckle. ]


The Wolf :

What is your Worst Memory of Childhood?


Little Bo Peep :

Death of My Father.


The Wolf :

Tell me about it. 

And Don't Lie, or I'll know.


Little Bo Peep :

He was The Town Marshal, and...

one night he surprised two burglars coming out

of the back of a drugstore.


They shot him.


The Wolf :

Was he killed outright?


Little Bo Peep :

No. He was Very Strong.

He lasted more than a month.


My mother died when I was very young, so -

My father had become the whole world to me, and, uh, when he left me, I had nothing.


I was 10 years old.


The Wolf :

You're very Frank, Clarice.

I think it would be quite something

to know you in Private Life.


Little Bo Peep :

Quid pro quo, Doctor.


The Wolf :

So tell me about Miss West Virginia.

Was she a LARGE girl?


Little Bo Peep :

Yes.


The Wolf :

Big through the hips?

Roomy?


Little Bo Peep :

They all were.


The Wolf :

What else?


Little Bo Peep :

She had an object deliberately inserted into her throat.

Now, that hasn't been made public yet.

We don't know What it Means, yet.


The Wolf :

Was it a Butterfly?


Little Bo Peep :

Yes. A Moth.

Just like the one we found 

in Benjamin Raspail's head an hour ago.


Why does he place them there, Doctor?


The Wolf :

....The Significance of The Moth is Change.

Caterpillar into chrysalis or pupa...

And, from thence, into Beauty.


Our Billy wants To Change too.


Little Bo Peep :

No, There's NO correlation in the literature 

between Transsexualism and Violence.

Transsexuals are very passive.

[ The Activists AREN’T. ]


The Wolf :

Clever girl.

You're so close to the way you're

gonna catch him. Do you realise that?


Little Bo Peep :

No. Tell me why.


The Wolf :

After your father's murder, you were orphaned.

What Happened Next?


I Don't Imagine The Answer 

is on those second-rate shoes, Clarice.


I went to live with my mother's cousin 

and her husband in Montana.

They had a ranch.


The Wolf :

Was it a cattle ranch?


Little Bo Peep :

Sheep and horses.


The Wolf :

How long did you live there?


Little Bo Peep :

Two months.


The Wolf :

Why so briefly?


Little Bo Peep :

I ran away.


The Wolf :

Why, Clarice?

Did the rancher make you perform fellatio?

Did he sodomize you?


Little Bo Peep :

No. He was a very decent man.

Quid pro quo, Doctor.


The Wolf :

Billy is not a real transsexual.

But he thinks he is. He tries to be.

He's tried to be a lot of things, I expect.



Little Bo Peep :

You said I was very close to the way we would catch him.

What did you mean, Doctor?


The Wolf :

There are three major centers for transsexual surgery —

Johns Hopkins, the University of Minnesota, 

and Columbus Medical Center.

I wouldn't be surprised if Billy had applied 

for sex reassignment 

at one or all of them and been rejected.


Little Bo Peep :

On what basis would they reject him?

[ Today? Absolutely NONE. ]


The Wolf :

Look for severe childhood disturbances 

associated with violence.


Our Billy wasn't born a criminal, Clarice.

He was made one through years of systematic abuse.


Billy hates his own identity, you see,

and he thinks that makes him a transsexual.


But his pathology is a thousand times more savage

and more terrifying.




The Ram :

It rubs lotion on its skin.

It does this whenever it's told.


The Lamb :

Mister, my family will pay cash.

Whatever ransom you're askin' for,

they'll pay it.


The Ram :

It rubs the lotion on its skin,

or else it gets The Hose again.


Yes, it will, Precious.

It will get The Hose.