Friday, 27 April 2018

Natalie Portman in The Bath

You don't live with me, you live among the remains of dead people. 

You sift through the detritus, you read the terrain, you search for signs of passing, for the scent of your prey, and then you hunt them down. 

[ The Proper Purpose of Criticism is to seperate The Wheat from The Chaff - Picking Diamonds out of Shit.]

That's the only thing you're committed to. 
The rest is The Mess you leave as you pass through.

[ Like your Ex-Husband..? ]

You prefer the normal routine. 
We fuck and you lose the power of speech.

*****

[Vincent gets back after being called to the scene of Waingro's latest murder victim]

Justine
I guess the earth shattered?

Vincent
So why didn't you let Bosko take you home?

Justine
I didn't wanna ruin their night too. 
What was it?

Vincent
You don't wanna know.

Justine
I'd like to know what's behind that grim look on your face.

[ You Don't. ]

Vincent
I don't do that. 
You know it. 
Let's go, come on.

Justine
You never told me I'd be excluded.

Vincent
I told you when we hooked up, baby, that you were gonna have to share me with all the bad people and all the ugly events on this planet.

Justine
And I bought into that sharing
Because I love you. 
I love you fat, bald, money, no money, driving a bus - 

I don't care. 

[ I do  care - and you have absolutely no appreciation or respect for I do.

For you,  for your daughter, and for 8 Million strangers, nearly all of whom are less fortunate than You or I. ]

But you have got to be present like a normal guy, some of the time. 

That's sharing. 
This is not sharing, this is left-overs!

Vincent
Oh, I see, what I should do is, er, come home and say, 
"Hi honey! Guess what? I walked into this house today, where this junkie asshole just fried his baby in a microwave, because it was crying too loud

So let me share that with you. 

Come on, let's share that, and in sharing it, we'll somehow, er, cathartically dispel all that heinous shit". 

Right? 

[pause] 

Wrong.


Selfish Damn Mother

Justine
Are you all right? What happened? Where've you been?

Vincent
Work. 

Lauren's dad show up?

Justine
Didn't call, didn't show. 
We waited for you until 10:30.

Vincent:
Does this guy have any idea of what's going on with his kid?

Justine
[shakes her head] 
I don't know.

[ Why don't you know? ]

Vincent
What, is she okay?

Justine
She's been in her room all day, so no, she's not okay. 

[ "I haven't checked - because its too hard." ]

[ And it requires A Man. ]

Neither am I. 

Uh, I made dinner for us four hours ago. 
Um, by the time I tried to maintain a consistent mood between us, she'd withdraw.

Vincent
I've got three dead bodies on a sidewalk off Venice Boulevard, Justine! 

I'm sorry if the goddamn...chicken...got overcooked.

Thursday, 26 April 2018

Well - THAT Was Unlucky... : 14,000,405 to 1

Avengers : Infinity War 
is a Film about
DEPRESSION

In a Quantum Reality, the only Universal is 
CHOICE
We CHOOSE to Go to The Moon
(and to do The Other Things),
not because they are easy, but because they are HARD...


Mightier than The Sword
"There was no other way."

- Says the man who just looked ahead into 4,000,406 Quantum Reality Potential Futures


"Even Now, We are not yet beaten - this fate is not finally  yet sealed for all eternity. N


Writers have for years tried to make some sense of the Scarlet Witch’s powers (which seem to have to do with altering probablities, or altering reality or SOMEthing – it was all really vague when Stan Lee introduced her in the pages of the X-Men and even later on when he made her an Avenger). 
During Kurt Busiek’s run on the Avengers, he clarified her powers as being a result of 
Chaos Magick :
Well, during Avengers Disassembled, Brian Michael Bendis had Doctor Strange show up to say :
CHAOS MAGICK DOES NOT EXIST...!

PRINCIPIA CHAOTICA 
By Peter Carroll 

Chaos Magic for the Pandaemeon 


In Chaos Magick, beliefs are not seen as ends in themselves, but as tools for creating desired effects


To fully realize this is to face a terrible freedom in which 
Nothing is True 
and 
Everything is Permitted
which is to say that 
Everything is Possible, 
There are no Certainties
and 
The Consequences Can Be Ghastly


Laughter seems to be the only defence against the realisation that one does not even have a real self. 

The purpose of Chaos Rituals is to create beliefs by acting as though such beliefs were True. 

In Chaos Rituals you Fake it till you Make it, to obtain the power that a belief can provide. 

Afterwards, 
if you have any sense
you will laugh it off

and seek the requisite beliefs for whatever you want to do next
as Chaos moves you. 


Thus Chaoism proclaims 
The Death 
and 
Rebirth of The Gods. 


Our subconscious creativity and parapsychological powers are more than adequate to create or destroy any god or self or demon or other "spritual" entity that we may choose to invest or disinvest belief in, at least for ourselves and sometimes others as well. 


The frequently awesome results attaining by creating gods by act of ritually behaving as though they exist should not lead the Chaos Magician into the abyss of attributing ultimate reality to anything.


YOUR CHOICES ARE HALF CHANCE - 
SO ARE EVERYBODY ELSE'S


That is the transcendentalist mistake, which leads to the narrowing of 
The Spectrum of The Self. 


The real awesomeness lies in the range of things we can discover ourselves capable of, 
even if we may temporarily have to believe the effects are due to something else, in order to be able to create them. 


The Gods are Dead. 
Long Live The Gods. 





Magic appeals to those with a great deal of hubris and a fertile imagination coupled with a strong suspicion that both reality and human condition have a game like quality. 

The game is open ended, and plays itself for amusement. 
Players can make up their own rules to some extent, and cheat by using parapsychology if desired. 

A magician is one who has sold his soul for the chance of participating more fully in reality. 

ONLY WHEN YOU HAVE LOST EVERYTHING
ARE YOU FREE TO DO ANYTHING

Only when Nothing is True, and the idea of a True Self is abandoned, does everything become permitted. 

There is some accuracy in the Faust myth, but he failed to take it to its logical conclusion. It takes only the acceptance of a single belief to make someone a magician. It is the meta-belief that belief is a tool for achieving effects. 

This effect is often far easier to observe in others than in oneself. It is usually quite easy to see how other people, and indeed entire cultures, are both enabled and disabled by the beliefs they hold. 

Beliefs tend to lead to activities which tend to reconfirm belief in a circle they call virtuous rather than vicious, even if the results are not amusing. 

The first stage of seeing through the game can be a shocking enlightenment that leads either to a weary cynicism or Buddhism. 

The second stage of actually applying the insight to oneself can destroy the illusion of the soul and create a magician. The realisation that belief is a tool rather than an end in itself has immense consequences if fully accepted. Within the limits set by physical possibility, and these limits are wider and more malleable than most people believe, one can make real any beliefs one chooses, including contradictionary beliefs. 

The Magician is not striving for any particular limited identity goal, rather he wants the meta-identity of being able to be anything. 

So welcome to the Kali Yuga of the Pandaemonaeon wherein nothing is true and everything is permissable. For in these post-absolutist days it is better to build upon the shifting sands than the rock which will confound you on the day it shatters. 

Philosophers have become no more than the keepers of useful sarcasms, for the secret is out that there is no secret of the universe. 

All is Chaos and evolution is going nowhere in particular. It is pure chance which rules the universe and thus, and only thus, is life good. 

We are born accidentally into a random world where only seeming causes lead to apparent effects, and very little is predetermined, thank Chaos. 

As everything is arbitrary and accidental then perhaps these words are too small and pejorative, rather we should perhaps say that life, the universe and everything is spontaneously creative and magical. 

Relishing stochastic reality we can revel exclusively in magical definitions of existence. The roads of excess may yet lead to the place of wisdom, and many indeterminate things can happen on the way to thermodynamic equilibrium. 

It is vain to seek solid ground on which to stand. Solidity is an illusion, as is the foot which stands on it, and the self which thinks it owns either is the most transparent illusion of all. 

The heavy vessels of faith are holed and sinking along with all lifeboats and ingenious rafts. 

So will you shop at the supermarket of sensation and let your consumer preferences define your true self? 

Or will you in a bold and lighthearted fashion, thieve from both for the fun of it?

For belief is a tool for achieving whatever one chooses to consider important or pleasurable, and sensation has no other purpose than sensation. 

Thus help yourself to them without paying the price. 

Sacrifice Truth for Freedom at every opportunity. 

The greatest fun, freedom and achievement lies not being yourself. 

There is little merit in simply being whomsoever you were destined to be by accident of birth and circumstance. 

Hell is the condition of having no alternatives. 

Reject then the obscenities of contrived uniformity, order and purpose. 

Turn and face the tidal wave of Chaos from which philosophers have been fleeing in terror for millennia. 

Leap in and come out surfing its crest, sporting amidst the limitless weirdness and mystery in all things, for those who reject false certainties.

 Thank Chaos we shall never exhaust it. 

Create, destroy, enjoy, IO CHAOS! --- * 

Origin: ChaosBox: Nothing is true -> all is permitted... (2:243/2)






(ll. 404-452) Again, Phoebe came to the desired embrace of Coeus.

Then the goddess through the love of the god conceived and brought forth dark-gowned Leto, always mild, kind to men and to the deathless gods, mild from the beginning, gentlest in all Olympus. Also she bare Asteria of happy name, whom Perses once led to his great house to be called his dear wife. And she conceived and bare Hecate whom Zeus the son of Cronos honoured above all. 

He gave her splendid gifts, to have a share of the earth and the unfruitful sea. She received honour also in starry heaven, and is honoured exceedingly by the deathless gods. 


For to this day, whenever any one of men on earth offers rich sacrifices and prays for favour according to custom, he calls upon Hecate. 

Great honour comes full easily to him whose prayers the goddess receives favourably, and she bestows wealth upon him; for the power surely is with her. 

For as many as were born of Earth and Ocean amongst all these she has her due portion. The son of Cronos did her no wrong nor took anything away of all that was her portion among the former Titan gods: but she holds, as the division was at the first from the beginning, privilege both in earth, and in heaven, and in sea. Also, because she is an only child, the goddess receives not less honour, but much more still, for Zeus honours her. Whom she will she greatly aids and advances: she sits by worshipful kings in judgement, and in the assembly whom she will is distinguished among the people. And when men arm themselves for the battle that destroys men, then the goddess is at hand to give victory and grant glory readily to whom she will. Good is she also when men contend at the games, for there too the goddess is with them and profits them: and he who by might and strength gets the victory wins the rich prize easily with joy, and brings glory to his parents. And she is good to stand by horsemen, whom she will: and to those whose business is in the grey discomfortable sea, and who pray to Hecate and the loud-crashing Earth-Shaker, easily the glorious goddess gives great catch, and easily she takes it away as soon as seen, if so she will. She is good in the byre with Hermes to increase the stock. The droves of kine and wide herds of goats and flocks of fleecy sheep, if she will, she increases from a few, or makes many to be less.

So, then. albeit her mother's only child, she is honoured amongst all the deathless gods. And the son of Cronos made her a nurse of the young who after that day saw with their eyes the light of all-seeing Dawn. So from The Beginning she is a nurse of the young, and these are her honours.