Loving You is Easy, ‘coz You’re Beautiful — but very, very Energetically-Demanding and Effort-Intensive : — so, You’re Welcome.
“Considering how powerful I am when I am justifiably enraged at being horribly mistreated, assaulted, and defiled, it would behoove all who know me with any significance to treat me with a modicum of respect.”
“How could she ever hate them for what was at bottom merely their weakness?
She would probably have done things like those that had befallen her,
if she'd lived in one of these houses to measure them by her own yardstick
as her father put it — Would she not, in all honesty have done the same as
Chuck and Vera and Ben and Mrs. Henson and Tom and all these people in their houses?
Grace paused — and while she did, the clouds scattered
and let the moonlight through and Dogville underwent another
of those little changes of light —It was if The Light, previously
so merciful and faint finally refused to cover up for the town any longer.
Suddenly you could no longer imagine a berry that would
appear one day on a gooseberry bush but only see the thorn
that was there right now —
The light now penetrated every unevenness
and flaw in the buildings... and in... the people!
And all of a sudden she knew
The Answer to her Question all too well :
lf she had acted like them
she could not have defended
a single one of her actions and could not
have condemned them harshly enough
lt was as if her sorrow and pain
finally assumed their rightful place :
No —
What they had done was NOT Good Enough;
And if one had The Power to put it to rights,
it was one's duty to do so for the sake of the other towns,
For the sake of Humanity, and NOT least for the sake
of The Human Being that was Grace, HERSELF —
“I am an ancient and G_d-revering soul overbrimming with the Holy Spirit whom I lovingly invite to embody within me, and my Ancestors are powerful and they do not like to see my care and my love degraded with nasty little presumptuous questions about my wedding, ex-husband, or marriage, all subjects incredibly fraught with tragedy, humiliation, emotional abuse, marital rape, and devastation.”
She isn’t The One that
I’m in Love with though, is She?
I’m in Love with
The Human Being,
who is Grace, herself.
……The Other One is great,
but impossible to relate to.
Can’t have a dialogue with her,
unable to engage in personal conversation.
I Love You both — but She Talks too Much.
……honesty — You and
that Body of Yours’….
……that’s swallowed A Thesaurus.
Higher Beings don’t commuicate using
the most obscure, Highfalutin’ verbs and adjectives
they can : They Speak in Emotional Aggregates.
“There are so many things more expensive than beautiful celebrations of life's most important milestones, Paul Coker; you would do well to meditate on what is truly a worthy expense versus a waste of precious time.”
She’s also occasionally slow — She’s so vast and magisterial.
I was never asking about The Price of The Flowers.
And I Think You know that, Ms. Grace.
(you’re never a waste of My Time — even when You Hate Me.)
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