The World is changed.
I feel it in The Water.
I taste it in The Soil.
I smell it in The Air.
Much that once was is Lost;
for none now Live, who remember it.
Time passed.
History became Legend.
Legend became Myth.
And some things that should not have been forgotten, were lost.
“F*** What You Know.
You need to forget about What You Know,
that's your problem.
Forget about what you think you know about Life, about friendship, and especially about You and Me.”
He took his time about answering:
He was beginning to acquire the Indian habit of thinking a long while before speaking.
“Do You Believe in a Soul?”!
Deputy Hawk :
Several.
Old Blackfoot Legend.
Waking Souls Give Life to The Mind and The Body - A Dream Soul Wanders
“Dream-Souls - Where Do They Wander?”
Faraway Places; The Land of The Dead.
“Is That’s Where Laura is?”
Laura's in The Ground, Agent Cooper -
That's The Only Thing I'm Sure of.
"Property is Theft," Hagbard said, passing the peace pipe.
"If the BIA helps those real estate developers take our land," Uncle John Feather said, "that will be theft.
But if we keep the land, that is certainly not theft."
Night was falling in the Mohawk reservation, but Hagbard saw Sam Three Arrows nod vigorously in the gloom of the small cabin.
He felt, again, that American Indians were the hardest people in the world to understand.
His tutors had given him a cosmopolitan education, in every sense of the word, and he usually found no blocks in relating to people of any culture, but the Indians did puzzle him at times.
After five years of specializing in handling the legal battles of various tribes against the Bureau of Indian Affairs and the land pirates it served, he was still conscious that these people's heads were someplace he couldn't yet reach.
Either they were the simplest, or the most sophisticated, society on the planet; maybe, he thought, they were both, and the ultimate simplicity and the ultimate sophistication are identical.
"Property is Liberty," Hagbard said. "I am quoting the same man who said Property is Theft. He also said property is impossible. I speak from The Heart.
I wish you to understand why I take this case. I wish you to understand in fullness."
Sam Three Arrows drew on the pipe, then raised his dark eyes to Hagbard's.
"You mean that Justice is not known like a dog who barks in the night? That it is more like the unexpected sound in the woods that must be identified cautiously after hard thinking?"
There it was again: Hagbard had heard the same concreteness of imagery in the speech of the Shoshone at the opposite end of the continent.
He wondered, idly, if Ezra Pound's poetry might have been influenced by habits of speech his father acquired from the Indians—Homer Pound had been the first White Man born in Idaho.
It certainly went beyond the Chinese. And it came, not from books on rhetoric, but from listening to The Heart— the Indian metaphor he had himself used a minute ago.
He took his time about answering: he was beginning to acquire the Indian habit of thinking a long while before speaking.
"Property and justice are water," he said finally. "No man can hold them long. I have spent many years in courtrooms, and I have seen property and justice change when a man speaks, change as the caterpillar changes to the butterfly.
Do you understand me? I thought I had victory in my hands, and then the judge spoke and it went away. Like water running through the fingers."
Uncle John Feather nodded. "I understand. You mean we will lose again.
We are accustomed to losing. Since George Washington promised us these lands 'as long as the mountain stands and the grass is green,' and then broke his promise and stole part of them back in ten years— in ten years, my friend!— we have lost, always lost.
We have one acre left of each hundred promised to us then."
"We may not lose," Hagbard said. "I promise you, the BIA will at least know they have been in a fight this time.
I learn more tricks, and get nastier, each time I go into a courtroom.
I am very tricky and very nasty by now.
But I am less sure of myself than I was when I took my first case.
I no longer understand what I am fighting.
I have a word for it— the SNAFU Principle, I call it— but I do not understand what it is."
There was another pause. Hagbard heard the lid on the garbage can in back of the cabin rattling: that was the raccoon that Uncle John Feather called Old Grandfather come to steal his evening dinner.
Property was theft, certainly, in Old Grandfather's world, Hagbard thought.
"I am also puzzled," Sam Three Arrows said finally.
"I worked, long ago, in New York City, in construction, like many young men of the Mohawk Nation.
I found that Whites were often like us, and I could not hate them one at a time.
But they do not know The Earth or love it.
They do not speak from The Heart, usually. They do not act from The Heart.
They are more like the actors on the movie screen. They play roles.
And their leaders are not like our leaders. They are not chosen for virtue, but for their skill at playing roles.
Whites have told me this, in plain words.
They do not trust their leaders, and yet they follow them.
When we do not trust a leader, he is finished.
Then, also, the leaders of the Whites have too much power.
It is bad for a man to be obeyed too often.
But the worst thing is what I have said about The Heart.
Their leaders have lost it and they have lost mercy.
They speak from somewhere else. They act from somewhere else.
But from where? Like you, I do not know.
It is, I think, a kind of insanity."
He looked at Hagbard and added politely. "Some are different."
It was a long speech for him, and it stirred something in Uncle John Feather.
"I was in the army," he said. "We went to fight a Bad White Man, or so the Whites told us.
We had meetings that were called orientation and education. There were films.
It was to show us how this bad white man was doing terrible things in his country.
Everybody was angry after the films, and eager to fight. Except me.
I was only there because the army paid more than an Indian can earn anywhere else.
So I was not angry, but puzzled.
There was nothing that this White leader did that the White leaders in this country do not also do.
They told us about a place named Lidice. It was much like Wounded Knee.
They told us of families moved thousands of miles to be destroyed. It was much like the Trail of Tears.
They told us of how this man ruled his nation, so that none dared disobey him.
It was much like the way White Men work in corporations in New York City, as Sam has described it to me.
I asked another soldier about this, a Black White man.
He was easier to talk to than the regular White Man.
I asked him what he thought of the orientation and education.
He said it was shit, and he spoke from The Heart!
I thought about it a long time, and I knew he was right.
The orientation and education was shit.
When the men from the BIA come here to talk, it is the same. Shit.
But let me tell you this: the Mohawk Nation is losing its soul.
Soul is not like breath or blood or bone and it can be taken in ways no man understands.
My grandfather had more soul than I have, and the young men have less than me.
But I have enough soul to talk to Old Grandfather, who is a raccoon now.
He thinks as a raccoon and he is worried about the raccoon nation, more than I am worried about the Mohawk Nation.
He thinks the raccoon nation will die soon, and all the nations of the free and wild animals.
That is a terrible thing and it frightens me.
When the nations of the animals die, The Earth will also die.
That is an old teaching and I cannot doubt it. I see it happening, already.
If they steal more of our land to build that dam, more of our soul will die, and more of the souls of the animals will die!
The Earth will die, and the stars will no longer shine!
The Great Mother Herself may die!"
The Old Man was crying unashamedly.
"And it will be because men do not speak words but speak shit!"
Hagbard had turned pale beneath his olive skin.
"You're coming into court," he said slowly, "and you're going to tell the judge that, in exactly those words."
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