" God’s idea was that, not only are you not doing well, but you’re not doing well because you’ve actually really spent a lot of work figuring out how to not do well.
This is like creative effort on your part.
If you want to read about truly malevolent people, you could start with the Columbine killers.
They left some very interesting diaries behind.
I would recommend them.
There’s plenty of serial killers you could read about, and the people who’ve really gone out and done dark things.
I’ve read more than my fair share of that sort of thing, and I understand it quite well.
If you really want to have your countenance fall and be wroth, 10 years of brooding on your own catastrophe, sort of alone, and letting your fantasies take shape, and egging them on, allowing them to flourish and, let’s say, take possession of you…
That’s exactly the right way to think about it.
That will get you somewhere like this. There are more people who are like that than you think, and you’re more like that than you think. "
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