Tuesday 10 September 2024

Hidden Killers of the Post-War Home - Full Documentary



Hidden Killers of the Post-War Home - Full Documentary

The shadow of World War II loomed long;
it was a desperate need to rebuild bomb-damaged towns and cities 
because above all people wanted safe place to live and 
to bring up their families. 

In the 1950s, The Government was under pressure to build new 
homes and started an ambitious 
building program —

The time to look forward 
had come at last and 
The British wanted everything 
around them to 
reflect that sense 
of optimism.


Into the nation's living rooms 
and kitchens came 
bright new materials, 
man-made fabrics and 
labour-saving devices.

For The post-War generation 
of homeowners, domesticity 
had never been
more comfortable
but there were problems —


Some of the new products and innovations they welcomed into The Home were killers.


with the aid of modern science I'm going to search out these hidden assassins and
reveal them this is unbelievable just by burning that flame we're going
to produce a deadly gas yes we are

The post-War Home 
was the most dangerous
place you could be.

Welcome to the Hidden Killers 
of The post-War Home

Monday 9 September 2024

Something on The WING!






The Imp of the Perverse

Edgar Allan Poe once wrote a short story called “The Imp of the Perverse,” about a man who gets away with murder only to blurted out his secret later in the presence of a police officer. His confession is not merely a slip of the tongue. 

The murderer has no wish to confess – “Could I have torn out my tongue, I would have done it” – 
Pbut he literally can’t stop himself: “The long-imprisoned secret burst forth from my soul.” Poe declared that such an impish impulse sometimes causes all of us to “act, for the reason that we should not.”

Now David Wegner, a Harvard psychologist, has proposed a mechanism for how this imp works. In an article titled, “How to think, say, or do precisely the worst thing for any occasion.” Wegner describes an “ironic process” that operates when we try to suppress a thought. He and colleagues have studied how people respond to instructions to not think about a specific thing (e.g., “Do not think about a white bear”). As people try to suppress such a thought it pops back into consciousness at the rate of about once a minute and keeps popping up occasionally for days. When subjects are asked about how they respond to this instruction, they typically report trying to put their minds on something else. This strategy sort of works because the mind can’t hold two thoughts in consciousness at the same time. Wegner points out however that in order to keep a particular thought out of mind there has to be a mechanism to detect that very thought so as to screen it. He defines this ironic process “an unconscious search for the very mental state that is unwanted.”

So in order to not think about a white bear there are two mental processes going on at the same time :

1 a conscious search for distracters, and
2 an unconscious search for “white bear.”

It turns out that trying to control conscious thoughts and unconscious impulses at the same time takes a lot of mental effort, which makes the control system prone to errors. The “imp” arises when the control system becomes stressed, overloaded, or distracted. At such times conscious control loosens and the unconscious thought or impulse pops out.

Wegner has studied how such impish thoughts or images leak out. For example, in laboratory experiments people instructed not to think about sex show greater arousal to sexual images than people who are given no instructions. In another experiment, people rated past romances that were secret as more arousing than those romances which were not secret. In another lab experiment, persons instructed to keep one item out of four on a table hidden from a partner were more likely to let it show than those not so instructed. Research with people who have eating disorders found that those who were trying not to disclose their eating disorder during an interview later reported more intrusive thoughts about eating than persons who were not trying to hide their eating disorder. 

These ironic processes are also influenced by our social biases. 

British subjects instructed to suppress their feelings about white supremacists actually moved their chairs farther away from “skinheads” in the groups they attended than those not given any instructions.

Athletic performance is also affected by these processes. Studies of golfers have shown that they are more likely to overshoot when instructed not to do so. Soccer players directed not to direct a penalty shot to a certain corner of the net focus their gaze on that very spot. Even a simple motor task such as holding a weight by a string is affected by this ironic process. 

People instructed to avoid making the weight swing a particular direction frequently swing the pendulum in that very direction. The effect is more pronounced when the subject is distracted by counting backwards at the same time.

Worrying is also an example of the ironic process. Try putting a worry out of your mind when you are tired. Try forcing yourself to go to sleep when you have a “big day tomorrow.” Try not thinking about an itch after you have noticed it. Each of these tasks is made harder the more you try not to focus on it.

Wegner points out that ironic processes do not usually control our lives, and most of the time we do just fine suppressing unwanted impulses, emotions, thoughts, and sensations. It is only when we are stressed out, overloaded, or distracted, that the control breaks down and we become like Poe’s murderer, perversely thinking about or doing the very thing we are trying to stop. At such times we would probably do better to stop trying so hard to control our thoughts and/or impulses, as the urge to control them adds to the stress that lowers our control.

Citations

Wegner, D. 2009. ‘How to think, say, or do precisely the worst thing for any occasion.
Science,
 Vol. 325 Pages 48-50.

Sunday 8 September 2024

Tinman

 



When The Young Man begs for a second chance he is answered with a string of reasons, drawing on West Asian folklore, why this would be useless. Among them is the accusation that 'Thou hast been to me like the tree that said to its woodcutters, 

"If something of me were not in your hands, ye had not fallen upon me".

This refers to the fact that the axes of the woodmen have wooden shafts and the trees have therefore contributed to their own doom. A number of proverbs derive from the story, with the general meaning of being to blame for one's own misfortune. They include the Hebrew 'the axe goes to the wood from whence it borrowed its helve,' of which there are Kannada and Urdu equivalents, and the Turkish 'When the axe came into the Forest, the trees said "The handle is one of us".'


In the Greek cultural area, which at one time included all of West Asia, there were three fables dealing with the relations between trees and woodcutters. In one of these, numbered 302 in the Perry Index, the oaks complain about their treatment to Zeus, the king of the gods, who answers that they have only themselves to blame for supplying the wood for their axe staves.

A different fable of similar meaning is The Eagle Wounded by an Arrow, numbered 276 in the Perry Index. In it an Eagle complains of being wounded by an arrow vaned with its own feathers. 

Commentaries on these fables point out that suffering is increased by the knowledge that it is one's own fault.

Trust Betrayed
In another variant of the theme, a woodman comes into the forest and begs the trees 'to give him a handle made of the hardest wood

The other trees selected the wood of the wild olive. The man took the handle and fitted it to his axe. Then, without a moment's hesitation, he began to chop down the trees' mighty branches and trunks, taking whatever he wanted. The oak tree then said to the ash, 'It serves us right, since we gave our enemy the handle he asked for!' 

This text comes from the Mediaeval Latin fable collection of Ademar of Chabannes, who comments upon it, 'You should think twice before offering anything to your enemies' (Ut cogites ante ne hosti aliqua praestes).

This version was taken up early by the Anglo-French poet Marie de France and was also preferred by 15th century collectors of fables in European vernaculars like Heinrich Steinhowel and William Caxton. During Renaissance times it was made the subject of poems by the German Neo-Latinists Hieronymus Osius and Pantaleon Candidus. 

Jean de la Fontaine also made it the subject of his La forêt et le bûcheron (Fables X11.16), translated by Elizur Wright as "The Woods and the Woodman". In his telling, the woodman breaks his promise to work further off and not harm his benefactors. A version based on this was set for accompanied children's voices by the composer Rudolf Schmidt-Wunstorf (b. 1916).

This final fable was retold by Rabindranath Tagore in a six-line poem included in his Bengali collection Kanika (1899). Later, he condensed it as Poem 71 in his English-language collection Stray Birds (1916) :
The woodcutter's axe begged for its handle from The Tree.
The Tree gave it.
In the Bengali collection, the poem was titled "Politics", and with this clue the reader was expected to interpret the fable in the context of the time as a parable of the imperial stripping of Indian resources.

Mister Miracle


Jim Steranko on being 
an escape artist - 2015 Wow Fest

Comic book art legend 
Jim Steranko gives a talk mainly 
about his young escape artist days 
before becoming a comic book god. 
Wow Fest San Jose, CA 4/18/15




7. Squaring the Circle :
Fraud and Phenomena at the Seances

In November 1925, fountain pen in hand, Harry Houdini turned to page 666 of the Atlantic Monthly for the latest Harvard University report on the mediumship of Mina Crandon. A year earlier, sitting on the Scientific American committee with Professor William McDougall and others, he had been sceptical about 'Margery', references to which he underlined, likewise a passage about the luminous levitating doughnuts (actually cardboard rings). 'What I saw holding the doughnut,' wrote Dr Hudson Hoagland, a distinguished neuroscientist, 'appeared to be a human right foot, the toes clamped over the periphery of the disc, creasing it in a way verified by examining the doughnut after the sit-ting.' "Aha!' annotated Houdini.

This was more than just a casual interest.

Houdini waged war on Spiritualism, demonstrating in Broadway theatres how to fake phenomena - an ironic reversal for an entertainer who started out in dime museums performing feats of escapology copied from Spiritualist stage shows (he even used a curtained cabinet).

A passion for debunking was driven by failure to contact his mother, to whose memory he was devoted. His disappointment peaked in Atlantic City in June 1922 when the entranced wife of his friend Sir Arthur Conan Doyle wrote a spirit letter in the correct idiom but the wrong language : English rather than Houdini's mother's inimitable mishmash of Hungarian, German and Yiddish. Four years later, in 1926, the spirits were to warn Conan Doyle: 'Houdini is doomed, doomed, doomed!' Sure enough, on Halloween that same year, he died from a ruptured appendix. In some ways Helen Duncan got off lightly with Harry Price, who by comparison was respectful and restrained in his dealings with mediums, the people the great magician called 'human vultures'

Fraud mainly concerns falsehood, but through the vagaries of perception also relates to truth - the kind of truth that sees the phenomenal in the mundane and inspires the beholder. In 1944, prosecution witnesses may have shown that poor Nellie was guilty of fraud, but defence testimonies vividly describing engagement with the spirits of the dear departed are remarkable - an alternative reality shaped by emotion. Spoken evidence was storytelling : the manufacture of truth according to desire.

Spiritualist beliefs - perceptions of 'truth' - were unusually foggy. Superficially, Houdini was an arch-scoffer but beneath there lay a yearning agnostic, angry that his spiritual quest was frustrated by impostors. There were many like him: broadly credulous but specifically sceptical. It was all very complicated. Eric Dingwall wavered about Margery yet criticized Houdini as an anti-scientific prestidigitator over his dim view of Eva Carrière, while actually being sceptical of physical mediumship to the extent that he found his Magic Circle colleague Harry Price too credulous. For that, and for not being a gentleman, Price was judged unsuitable as an SPR investigator. One thing on which Price, Dingwall and Houdini did agree was that conjurors were good at detecting fraud because of their skill in what Price called 'the art of mys-tification' - or, as Houdini put it: 'It takes a flim-flammer to catch a flim-flammer.' Dickens's anti-Spiritualist satires - for example, his 1862 article 'Worse Witches than Macbeth's' - expressed the contempt that, as an accomplished conjuror, he felt for the likes of D. D. Home.
Another Victorian conjuror, J. N. Maskelyne, unconvinced by Eusapia Palladino's Cambridge seances yet a believer in apparitions and table-turning, maintained that scientists were easiest to dupe, because they were too lofty to detect simple legerdemain.
Among many books about seance trickery, one of the earliest, Modern Spiritualism (1876), was by Maskelyne. Not all were by magicians.
Confessions of a Medium (1882) speaks for itself, and similar works came from America.
Thanks to publicity generated by Spiritualists trying to buy the entire print run, Revelations of a Spirit Medium (1891), both an indictment of Spiritualism and a textbook of tricks, had a dramatic impact, not least on the adolescent Ehrich Weiss, who was struggling to escape from Wis consin to become Harry Houdini. The following year brought Julia E. Garrett's Mediums Unmasked, which told of a dupe who thought a medium's foot draped in a handkerchief smelled like a deceased relative. In 1902 the London Magazine published an article by Philip Astor,
'A Séance with the Lights Up', and the following year saw his 'Conjuring at Home', also in the London Magazine, and the classic work Modern Spiritualism by SPR veteran Frank Pod-more.
Demand was boosted by the First World War.
By 1916 David Phelps Abbott's Behind the Scenes with the Mediums had reached its fifth edition, and several new titles appeared each year. During the 1920s, Maskelyne's descendants kept up not only his conjuring but his anti-Spiritualism with exposé articles such as 'Spiri-tualism Exploited', 'Bogus Séance Secrets Exposed', 'Rogues of the Séance Room' and
'Exposing Ghost Frauds'. Many periodicals carried articles and serializations that spread public awareness. In 1921, the popular magazine John Bull, which had demonized Germans during the war, turned on mediums in a piece entitled: 'In-dia-Rubber Spooks: Kings and Clowns on Tap for the Credulous'. A year later Price and Ding-wall published a facsimile edition of Revelations of a Spirit Medium, the Victorian original of which had by this time become the impostor's bible.
Most fraudulent mediums restricted themselves to clairvoyance and psychometry, where the only hazard was being wrong and for which excuses were legion: spiritual interference, difficulty in raising vibrations, weakness in the communicating spirit or sceptical feelings harboured by the sitter. Good results, by contrast, came from 'pony books': card indexes containing personal details of local Spiritualists which could be lent to visiting mediums. Travelling companions and booking agents could also make surreptitious enquiries. Harry Price advised giving nothing away when visiting a medium to the extent of not speaking and removing rings several days before a sitting to let the marks fade.
Once useful information had circulated, a good memory could produce impressive readings. In 1938, Mollie Goldney went back to a medium who mentioned 'Bessie and Alec White', names Mollie had invented at a seance two years earli-er.
According to psychic investigator Arthur
Wilkinson, forgetting 'when things got sticky' was also important, as were quick wits and an innocent face. A medium's best asset, however, was the client's high expectations, raised further by high fees. Vague insinuations were confirmed by sitters who wanted to help clairvoyants make contact, not to test them. Seances were social engagements where civility took precedence over belief and disbelief alike.
Accordingly, shrugged Wilkinson, 'If you have the flair for stunts and some showmanship, well, the field is wide open for you.' Materialization mediums, he added, require only 'muslin, masks, trumpets and a colossal cheek'. Even where ectoplasm was involved, etiquette dic tated that physical mediums were forgiven the clumsiest of manipulations. "With the paid performer you pounce upon him and expose him the minute you have seen through his trick,' observed Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. 'But what are you to do with the friend of your host's wife?' Darkness also helped: the dim light required to protect ectoplasm provided optimal conditions for conjuring. Even red light was often dimmed as seances progressed. Props were daubed with luminous paint - from Margery's doughnuts to the ubiquitous trumpets and crucifixes - and what helped with visibility also assisted in deception. A luminous business card allowed a medium to read in the dark and luminous plates framed many a ghostly face. Harry Price once saw a medium use a flask of phos-phorized oil to project a pale spectral light, and silver of ferrocerium - lighter flints - came in handy. Books and articles on chemical conjuring had been around for years: John Scoffern's 'Ex-plosive Spiders and How to Make Them' and
'Firework Pie for a Picnic' dated from the 1880s. Light shows, from lantern lectures to the movies, inspired ambitious frauds, a point illustrated tangentially by a German accusation in 1930 that the Angels of Mons had been propagandist motion pictures of projected aeroplanes onto clouds above the trenches to imply that heaven favoured England.
In the end, restrictions imposed by mediums said more about them than about the spirits they invoked. As one sceptic observed, the movement of objects using ectoplasmic rods never exceeded a medium's muscular capabilities. The contrary claim was that spirits rejected extravagant demonstrations as vulgar - a sensibility that would explain why no medium ever caused the laws of physics to be rewritten.
Physical mediumship relied on the same misdirection used by stage magicians. But the context was different, mainly an emotional relationship, often a spontaneous one, between medium and sitter. Consider the words of Albert, Helen Duncan's spirit guide: 'There is a lady here beside me who entered the spirit world quite recently.
On the earth plane she suffered from a serious and painful ailment situated in the lower part of the abdomen; eventually her heart was affected and she passed away.' This was a description given hundreds of times: non-specific, open-ended, trite. But the quotation comes not from a disgusted sceptic but from a seance-goer in Blackpool in 1942, who was thrilled by Albert's message and positively identified the spirit as his deceased wife. Mrs Duncan and mediums like her - although there was no one quite like her - were only one half of the equation. Helen sometimes bullied sitters into accepting her messages, becoming red in the face if they refused; but usually this was unnecessary. The audience were willing if unwitting participants in the creation of an illusion. The supernatural has no monopoly over the miraculous: the secu-lar, the banal, the everyday, all our thoughts and feelings and passions - these things are full of wonder, too.

Predictions about sinking warships are a case in point. There were many theories about how news of HMS Barham leaked out: it came from survivors returning from Alexandria; a German propaganda broadcast had been picked up; Mrs Duncan was an enemy spy. A simpler solution is that the prediction was never made, at least not as reported, and the same applies to HMS Hood.inl In 1941 any medium might have thought of battleships, of which there were just a handful and all in peril. Italy's entry into the war in 1940 left the Royal Navy isolated in the Mediterranean, and it was well known that the Barham had been torpedoed in December 1939 and bombed during the withdrawal from Crete in May 1941. In that battle, nine ships had been sunk, including the cruiser HMS Gloucester, with the loss of over seven hundred men. The Hood, sunk the same month, had been famously the world's largest warship in 1939 - an obvious choice for imagining a naval catastrophe. At the seance attended by Brigadier Roy Firebrace, the message was only that 'a great British battleship has just been sunk', which was unremarkable given this was during the Battle of the Atlantic, which had been costly from early in the war when HMS Courageous and the battleship Royal Oak were sunk. The sinking of HMS Ark Royal just days before the Barham focused attention, and Portsmouth, where the families of many of the Barham's 1,200 sailors lived, was as much a target for a predatory medium as a battleship was for a U-boat. Percy Wilson considered the sailor's materialization to be 'rather straight evidence of the survival of the boy who came back to speak to his mother'; but one can also see how a cheesecloth shape could have turned into a youth with 'HMS Barham' on his hat, either through faulty perception or retelling of the tale. In fact, the classic story was wrong: the sailor was a petty officer and so would have worn a peaked cap, not a round hat with a cap tally. Even if he had been recently promoted, and therefore still 'square-rigged', in wartime all tallies read just 'HMS' for security reasons.
Moreover, witnesses reported that, although the Barham was mentioned at the seance, the ship's name was extracted from the sitter by Mrs Duncan speaking as 'Albert'
These explanations are mundane; the wonder lies in the fact that it was really possible for a woman to recognize her son or husband. Of course, the seance conditions at the Master's Temple were ideal for illusion. It was impossible to adjust completely to the darkness, as Stanley Worth testified, and the forty-watt red bulb that Mr and Mrs Homer described to the police was more like a five-watt. The cabinet concealed all, the music muffled all, the gloom shrouded all, and the show was kept moving by Mrs Brown's and Mrs Homer's commentary, which identified shapes and asked sitters to claim the spirits. The seating plan also helped the Homers control visiting strangers - an old medium's trick to stack the odds in her favour.
But the impression was magical. After seeing Helen Duncan perform in 1931, William McDougall said 'that when the general dure and circumstances demanded by the medium are such as suggest fraud and favour fraud, the observer is justified in regarding the phenomena as fraudulent, even if he is not able to suggest any plausible explanation'. And yet manifestations need not have been genuine to be phenomenal.
Not only was the believer's experience remarkable but the theatrical skill of materialization mediums was remarkable, too. Ectoplasm may well have been butter muslin, blotting paper, wood pulp or egg white - but the artistry of its manipulation was something else.
Mediums had long used props. In the 1870s, Madame Blavatsky had been forced to leave Cairo after a ghostly arm was found to be a long glove stuffed with cotton wool suspended by threads, and Maskelyne detected Eusapia Pal-ladino's dummy hands at Cambridge in 1895.
But pre-seance searches made prop use difficult
the Homers even obliged a man who asked for the cabinet chair's upholstery to be ripped open
and touring mediums had to use whatever they could hide on or in themselves. Usually this meant fabric, but discreetly inflated balloons and rubber gloves were also used. The clammy matter Dingwall felt on Margery's thigh may have been an animal lung, inflated with a pump hidden between her legs. Others likened her ectoplasm to raw liver, half a brain and an armadillo's back. As a rule, it was best to keep things simple. 'The experimental results are so impossible by fraud', William Crawford said of the Golighers, 'that it would have been quite unnecessary to take any means to prevent fraud.
Yet when Kathleen Goligher came out of retirement in 1936, a camera revealed a thread running down one leg attached to ectoplasm slithering across the floor. C. V. C. Herbert, the SPR's Research Officer, experimented by dragging a handkerchief attached to a length of cot-ton, slowly winding it towards him round the stub of a pencil. In weak light, observers found the trick almost impossible to detect.
But how were full-figure materializations achieved? Lighting from beneath silk treated with phosphorus, olive oil and alum water produces a luminous vapour, which is perhaps how the illusionist David Devant made a 'ghost in silken gauze' glide across a hall and then evaporate before twenty astonished guests. Helen Duncan essentially played 'bogey-bogey with a sheet over her head', as Charles Loseby put it, and transmuted into six-foot-tall 'Albert' by holding up an arm (tall spirit forms commonly only had use of one arm). The Edinburgh ghostbuster Esson Maule was photographed mocking up Helen's tricks. One shows her with a handkerchief over her face and a vest on her head, face poking through an armhole; in another she draws the cabinet curtains around herself to control how much of her white-swathed body could be seen. Add to this mix thick black stockings, quiet on wooden floors and invisible in semi-darkness, and the effect was that of a slim floating figure. An odd noise heard prior to Peggy's airy entrance was traced to a squeaking floor-board: Helen had lowered herself to her knees to exceeded a medium's muscular capabilities. The contrary claim was that spirits rejected extravagant demonstrations as vulgar - a sensibility that would explain why no medium ever caused the laws of physics to be rewritten.
Physical mediumship relied on the same misdirection used by stage magicians. But the context was different, mainly an emotional relationship, often a spontaneous one, between medium and sitter. Consider the words of Albert, Helen Duncan's spirit guide: 'There is a lady here beside me who entered the spirit world quite recently.
On the earth plane she suffered from a serious and painful ailment situated in the lower part of the abdomen; eventually her heart was affected and she passed away.' This was a description given hundreds of times: non-specific, open-ended, trite. But the quotation comes not from a disgusted sceptic but from a seance-goer in Blackpool in 1942, who was thrilled by Albert's message and positively identified the spirit as his deceased wife. Mrs Duncan and mediums like her - although there was no one quite like her - were only one half of the equation. Helen sometimes bullied sitters into accepting her messages, becoming red in the face if they refused; but usually this was unnecessary. The audience were willing if unwitting participants in the creation of an illusion. The supernatural has no monopoly over the miraculous: the secu-lar, the banal, the everyday, all our thoughts and feelings and passions - these things are full of wonder, too.

RING

Lord of the Rings | Symbolism of the Ring of Power

We all intuitively feel that 
The Ring of Power on 
LOTR is intuitively right 
as a magic object, but 
what binds its aspects together 
to make it so fascinating?  
Why is it a ring, why does it 
make you invisible, why does 
it participate in a dark 
hierarchy of Power?

Psalm 23 -- Human-Cyborg Relations

C-3PO Tells Stories To The Ewoks - 
Star Wars Return Of The Jedi


Aesop was probably a Prisoner of War
sold into slavery in the early sixth century BC
who represented his masters in court and negotiations
and relied on animal stories to put across his key points. 



Adam raised a Cain

In The Bible Cain slew Abel
and East of Eden he was cast
You’re born into this life paying
for the sins of somebody else’s past
Daddy worked his whole life 
for nothing but the pain
Now he walks these empty rooms 
looking for something to blame
You inherit the sins, 
you inherit the flames
Adam raised a Cain

Lost but not forgotten, from 
the dark heart of a dream
Adam raised a Cain

Saturday 7 September 2024

Transference


Grace(explaining)
….he likes me to 
call him “Doctor”.

Life’s Champion :
I am a Doctor!

Grace : 
(turning back 
to Not-Bruce
You know, Freud had 
a name for that…..

The Master
(feeling helpful) 
Transference”.




One thing that’s certain, is that 
The Church has always, 
and will always warn us, strongly
against dabbling in things about which 
we do not know, in The Occult.

In some 20% of cases 
of Diabolical Possession or 
Exorcism that we are able to study
The Exorcist himself 
has taken-on some of the symptoms 
of Diabolical possessiontowards 
the end of the case —”


This is what these 
Church-Fathers fear
may come to be widely known 
far and wide, taken seriously,
and come to be believed 
or else accepted to be true
by the masses of The General population, in particular, The Leity of The Church, heresay or speculation, as rumours spread, crirculating  throughout 
The Church itself, on a global scale —

….so, given that, is it any wonder that they seek to impose such absolute secrecy and confidentiality relative to any ongoing or active cases of claimed Diabolism under investigation and subject to the process of Ecclesiastiacal
authority and authorisation —

and, why, up until Fr.Gabriel Amorth extended his invitation to Billy Freidkin, right,
 almost and the very end of both men’s so very 
long lives and careers, with their matching flawless reputations 
for absolute professionalism 
and authenticity
they absolutely would not 
allow anyone to film it —
not ever.

Acting-out



"I could comment more about Borderline Personality Disorder -- I think I have enough mental energy to DO that tonight....


So, technically speaking it's often considered the Female-variant of Antisocial-Personality Disorder.


So it's classified or it's classified in the domain of externalising disorders; Acting-out disorders - 

And I think what happens....



We don't understand Borderline personality disorder very WELL : and it's characterised by tremendous impulsivity, radical confusion of identity and then this pattern of idealisation of people with whom the person afflicted with the disorder, is associating with :

Radical Idealisation of those people, and then radical devaluation of them --


And then there's another theme that sort of weaves along with it, which is : the proclivity of people with Borderline Personality Disorder, to PRESUME that they will be ABANDONED; --

and then to ACT in a manner that MAKES such abandonment, virtually CERTAIN -- 

And so, it's a very complicated disorder, but that, I think gets at The Crux of it..."

Thursday 5 September 2024

The Clown at Midnight

The Clown at Midnight


".....well, it's about Time --"
[makes Goat-noises]

-- The Third Policeman

Tuesday 3 September 2024