Sunday 4 July 2021

Grandpa Smokes




One of the talking head interviewees in Memory, the Alien documentary says,

“It feels •very much• like 
A SUMMONING.”

• Previously on The X-Files... •

“You sent for me. I'm here.”

I am Jack's inflamed 
Sense of Rejection.

I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its species.

I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all those French beaches I'd never see.

I wanted to Breathe SMOKE.

“Where did you go, psycho boy?”

“I felt like destroying Something Beautiful.”

“Get him to a fucking hospital.”







You are witnessing what may be the advent of a global contagion.


To kill everyone but the chosen.


Alien DNA mixed with our DNA.


Science given to them by an alien race.


Neither you nor I could save mankind from self-extermination.


I just changed the timetable.


Get to the hospital. Help is on its way, I promise.


That their fates were sealed since birth. 


They were simply puppets.


The World will go on.


Just in my image instead of God's.


Who sent you?


You see a seemingly weak man.

But I'm the most powerful man in the world.


My name is Carl Gerhard Busch.

But I've been known by many aliases during my long career with the U.S. government.


It's been a humbling job, though I'm hardly known as a humble man.


I've been a witness to history, much of it violent, much of it an abomination of the values Americans hold dear.


I've had a privileged seat at the centers of power, held the reins of that power, making sacrifices few are capable of, of which even fewer are willing.


If people knew the truth, they'd riot in the streets.


Too much is made of the will to power, as if our will is free, our choices our own.


Our destinies are forged in our bones, made real by a raging impulse to self-destruct.


I'm not a bad man, 

more a practical man.


I've taken certain gifts I was given and made good men great.


It is my Greatness.


I'm a father to two men who have figured more in the future than they might ever know.


Both would end up working for the FBI, both complex but dedicated men who sacrificed dearly, and in their dogged pursuits would end up paying a terrible price, searching for truths as I parceled them out, truths held only by the few who know the levers of power and the invisible hand controlling them.


Is there life out there? 

Good heavens.


To doubt it is a failure of more than the imagination.


It is a failure to recognize the limits of our own stupidity, the nascency of our science, the rudiment of our tools.


We listen, we search.


We hope for a sign, as if our eyes and ears are good enough, our brains large enough, our egos small enough.


I'm an old man now.


I will leave my own mark upon history, more than presidents or tyrants.


I don't ask for loyalty and trust, the fleeting bonds of men.


I ask only for the years to show my sons and their sons


I was right.


What their father did 

had to be done.


That's one small step for man,

one giant leap for mankind.


Cut.


Cut. Reset.



"The sacrifices are burnt on an altar. Why? 

Well, the smoke rises. 




Well, so what? 

Well, God’s up in the sky and if the smoke rises up there, he gets a whiff of it, he can tell what the quality of the sacrifice was. 


Job 5:7

And you can laugh about that and you can think about it as primitive, but it’s not primitive, it’s artistic and it’s beautiful and it’s accurate and here’s why. 

Because before the invention of the electrical light and maybe before the invention of fire, the closest a human could ever get to confrontation with the absolute unknown was to look up at the night sky. 





Because the night sky, especially when it’s sprinkled with stars, confronts you directly with the fact of the infinite. 

And to make the presupposition that God resides in The Infinite, and you’re having a direct experience of The Infinite at that moment, is not a primitive notion. 


It’s a very intelligent and creative hypothesis and so the notion that God occupies the sky, and the day sky being as equally impressive as the night sky, is not a primitive hypothesis. 

It’s a reflection of the nature of a certain kind of human experience. 

You burn something and you send the smoke up. 




God gets a crack at determining the quality of your offering, the quality of your sacrifice. 

Well, let’s be perfectly clear about this. 




If your sacrifices aren’t first rate, the nature of your relationship with the infinite is going to suffer dreadfully. 

And that’s exactly what the story of Cain and Abel reveals."




INT. HOSPITAL -- ELEVATOR DOORS -- MORNING
                         
          The Stones "Sympathy for the Devil" kicks up as we wait...
                         
          The doors split open and HARLING MAYS steps out. HARLING has
          a pony tail and a goatee and is probably wearing a Tommy
          Bahama button down shirt.
                         
          We follow HARLING as he strides down the hall. With ear buds
          in, HARLING points a Sanyo pistol-shaped cam corder at the
          ATTENDING NURSE at the nurses' station, recording her...
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           I'm on the list baby girl. Check
           the list for Mr. Mays. Harling.
                         
          The Stones continue to wail as Harling strolls on, adjusting
          the duffel bag he has slung over his shoulder.
                         
                         
          EXT. HOSPITAL ROOM -- MOMENTS LATER
                         
          HARLING stands in the doorway looking in. He sees...
                         
          The MORNING NURSE is helping WHIP to stand. HARLING points
          his camcorder at WHIP and the NURSE.
                         
           HARLING MAYS (O.C.)
           If this is gonna turn into a sponge
           bath, I'll come back.
                         
                          NURSE
                          SIR-
                         
          HARLING immediately goes to WHIP and supports him.
           
                         
                          WHIP
           It's okay, Harling.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           That's right honey, I'm on the
           list. Harling Mays. Some say they
           Harling knew me.
                         
          HARLING boxes her out. She steps away.
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           Honey can you hustle us a couple of
           daiquiris and a cocktail weenie?
           On second thought just bring the
           booze. I brought my own weenie.
                         
          No reaction as the NURSE collects the trash and towels.
          HARLING focuses his camcorder on the NURSE and leaves WHIP in
          an unsteady stance. HARLING films her and comments...
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           She's offended, and she should be. I'm a pig. And I hate me. That's  what we have in common Nurse Ratched...we both hate me.
                         
          And she's gone. HARLING turns to WHIP.
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           Whip? What the fuck my man?
           They're sayin', "Sweet Jesus, what
           a fuckin' stud that pilot is."
           You're a hero, no shit. You will
           never pay for another drink in this
           life time. There is crazy news
           people all over, look at this shit--
                         
          HARLING helps WHIP to the window...
                         
                         
          EXT. HOSPITAL ROOM -- PARKING LOT -- DAY
                         
          From WHIP's window we can see a slew of news vans with signal
          towers as well as reporters milling about -- a small zoo.
                         
                         
          INT. HOSPITAL ROOM -- DAY
                         
          HARLING and WHIP stare for a moment at the circus below.
          WHIP doesn't last long and slowly returns to the bed as
          HARLING continues to gawk.
           49.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Classic hero worship, you're a rock
           star man. You gotta see the video
           I've got -- I'm making a doc about
           you, well us, y'know?
                         
          HARLING pulls an iPad out of his knapsack and flips it open.
          He lets a collection of videos run...
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           This is outside your condo...
                         
          On HARLING's iPad we see footage of PRESS swarming outside
          WHIP's condo. We also see the crash scene footage.
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           Look that's me, and that`s Mark
           Mellon...you know that douchey
           talking haircut from local Atlanta
           channel 3? I said a few words.
           Just straight talk, y'know?
                         
          WHIP's hands shake as he grabs the bed frame. HARLING takes
          notice and stashes the iPad...
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           You okay Captain Whitaker? Easy...
                         
          HARLING helps him get settled. We see the beads of sweat on
          WHIP's lip and forehead.
                         
                          WHIP
           The meds they're giving me are
           fucking me up -- I'm all shaky and
           dried out. I can't sleep good.
                         
          HARLING immediately picks up the small paper cup that holds
          WHIP's pain meds. He fishes out the two pills and stares at
          them. HARLING shakes his head.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Aprazolam? That's generic Xanax and
           this Hydrocodone is generic
           Vicodin. It's shit, prolly
           Canadian.
                         
          HARLING casually tosses the pills down his gullet and
          expertly swallows them without water. He grabs WHIP's
          medical chart and scours it as he prattles on...
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           We want the premium stuff. Blue
           label...not the fucking well shit.
           Where's the dihydromorphinone?
           
                         
           Or just some fucking Palladone
           would suffice. What is this?
           Fucking amateur hour over here?
           Get that goddamned doctor in here.
           You just saved a 100 people from
           death, they should get your fuckin'
           meds right.
           (calls to the door)
           YO! ROOM SERVICE!
                         
                          WHIP
           Listen Harling, leave it alone.
                          (HARLING CHILLS)
           So you got my message and decided
           not to call me back? Did you bring
           me smokes?
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           I decided to come by instead. And
           yes I got your fucking message and
           yes I brought you smokes.
                         
          HARLING hands WHIP a pack of smokes from his pocket. He also
          pulls out a carton of smokes from his backpack.
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           Here is a fresh carton, enjoy. You
           fucking earned it -- you smoke your
           nuts off, champion. If I were you
           I'd fire up right here in the God
           damn room. Fuck'em, you're
           immortal, you're a fucking God man.
                         
                          WHIP
           Harling...
                         
          WHIP motions with his hands to "calm down."
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Sorry Whip. It's just...this is
           big time, man. You're a hero in a
           time when we really need heroes.
                         
                          WHIP
           Shut the fuck up, Harling...Six
           people died.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           96 people lived! When are you
           gonna take yes for an answer? Pick
           up the phone, man. Fuck.
                         
          HARLING pulls something from his vest pocket and puts it in
          WHIP'S hand. WHIP looks at it and back at HARLING.
           
                         
           HARLING MAYS (CONT'D)
           Here's a pint of Smirnoff and a few
           Red Bulls. You know what I'm
           sayin'? I know my customer.
                         
          HARLING continues to pull items from the bag.
                         
                          WHIP
           Harling, take the vodka with you.
                         
          HARLING freezes his frenzied energy with this odd command.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           What?! Take the vodka? Dude, are
           you insane? I'm gonna just tuck it
           in the bottom of your-
                         
                          WHIP
           Take the fucking vodka!
                         
          HARLING hears him this time and raises his hand and nods,
          putting the VODKA back in his own duffel. HARLING tosses a
          tee shirt, sweat pants and flip-flops on the bed, then...
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Okay man. Check it out.
                         
          HARLING holds up a silk Japanese Happi Coat, with elaborate
          stitching depicting colorful birds flying around Mt. Fuji.
                         
                          WHIP
           Look, I'm tired man.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           I'm out. You rest up.
                         
                          WHIP
           You gotta come and get me,
           tomorrow.
                         
          WHIP pulls his keys from the bag that CHARLIE gave him.
                         
                          WHIP (CONT'D)
           Here are my keys. Go to the condo
           and bring me some nice clothes I
           can wear, my phone charger and grab
           the veal outta my fridge. It's
           marked.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           The veal?
           
                         
                          WHIP
           Yeah, the veal that's in my
           freezer.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Done and done. What time you need
           me here?
                         
                          WHIP
           Tomorrow. I'll call you.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Send the mayday and you're outta
           here in 7 minutes.
                          (A SMILE)
           I got you a few stroke mags too.
           I've been in hospitals. I know
           what you need. JUGS, HOT MILFS in
           heat. ASSMASTERS. You should just
           stroke it all day. You're a hero --
           know what I'm saying? If I was in
           here I'd be jerkin' it all day
           long. See, there's a smile.
                         
          HARLING puts his hand on WHIP's forehead in an attempt to
          reassure him. A quiet moment before HARLING slips out.
                         
                         
          INT. HOSPITAL ROOM -- 11 PM -- SAME EVENING
                         
          WHIP wakes up in a cold sweat. He is breathing heavy as he
          scans the room. LIGHTENING FLASHES from outside the window.
          Thunder RUMBLES.
                         
          WHIP looks to the night stand where we see a pack of nicotine
          gum has been chewed through. WHIP uses his hands to get to
          the edge of the bed. He roots through the duffle bag that
          HARLING left and finds a pack of smokes and a Bic lighter
          still in its package.
                         
          Determined to smoke, WHIP eyes a WHEEL CHAIR that has been
          placed next to his bed. Leaning against the wheelchair is a
          medical cane.
                         
                         
          INT. HOSPITAL -- QUIET HALLWAY -- MOMENTS LATER
                         
          Wearing his Happi Coat (or robe), WHIP limps in to the empty
          hallway with the use of his cane. He checks the quiet
          corridor as he begins his quest...
           
                         
          INT. HOSPITAL -- FIRE DOOR -- 11:38 PM
                         
          The door swings open, and no one appears to be on the other
          side. Now WHIP fights to push the heavy door open again to
          slip through. A hand grabs the door and holds it. WHIP
          walks into the sanctity of the stairwell.
                         
                         
          INT. HOSPITAL STAIRWELL -- SAME TIME
                         
          We find the owner of the helping hand was NICOLE who returns
          to a quiet spot along the wall of the stairwell as she
          demurely smokes a cigarette.
                         
                          WHIP
           Thank you.
                         
          WHIP leans his cane against the wall and carefully pulls a
          pack of smokes from his pocket.
                         
                          WHIP (CONT'D)
           I didn't think anyone would have
           the same devious thought about
           using the fire stairs to have a
           smoke...
                         
          NICOLE smiles and looks down, awkward around men when she is
          not loaded. She drops her cigarette which we see was barely
          smoked as she maneuvers to leave.
                         
                          WHIP (CONT'D)
           Don't go. I'll be quiet.
                         
          He offers her a cigarette, she takes it.
                         
                          WHIP (CONT'D)
           We don't have to talk. Be nice to just smoke with someone.
And they do. They sit in silence as the stairwell fills up with smoke. After a long beat... NICOLE Were you on the plane? WHIP studies her, she's beautiful in an exhausted way... WHIP Yeah, I was. Were you? Nicole shakes her head. NICOLE Where were you sitting? WHIP Up near the front. Again it falls silent as we let them smoke and think in the sanctity of the fire stairs. A VOICE breaks their silence. VOICE (O.S.) Tobacco's but an Indian weed, Grows green in the morn, cut down at eve; It shows our decay, We are but clay;...I love the smell of Nicotina in the morning. Smells like...victory. We hear a metallic rattle and WHIP and NICOLE look to the stairs. VOICE (CONT'D) Don't flee dear comrades! Really, wait for me, please. A GAUNT YOUNG MAN makes his way to their landing. He is dressed in a hospital gown and carrying an I.V. pole on which hangs a small bag of clear liquid. The man's hair has completely left him. His skin is gray. Eyes hollowed from his battle with cancer. GAUNT YOUNG MAN Can I bum a smoke? WHIP offers him a cigarette. He takes it and fires it up with a lighter he keeps stowed in the pocket of his gown. GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D) I should quit, my cancer might get cancer. (SILENCE) Joke. You guys in the plane crash? NICOLE He was. WHIP looks at the ground as the GAUNT YOUNG MAN studies him. GAUNT YOUNG MAN (it hits him) You're the fucking pilot. Nicole gives Whip a look. 55. GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D) I saw you on TV. Holy shit, man. Tough deal, but you walked away or it looks like you limped away. WHIP Yeah, I'm lucky. Goin' home tomorrow. GAUNT YOUNG MAN Home. Home for me is The Basement, they keep cancer treatment in the basement. I'm livin' here. WHIP You're living here? GAUNT YOUNG MAN No. I'm dying here. WHIP What kind of cancer?  
GAUNT YOUNG MAN
           Fibro-mixzoid sarcoma, soft tissue sarcoma. Very rare, God chose me.
                         
          GAUNT YOUNG MAN laughs.
                         
                          WHIP
           God chose you? You believe in God?
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN
           Fuck yeah bitch. You're a stupid fucker if you don't believe in God.
                         
          The GOD topic has silenced the stairwell...
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D)
           As soon as you realize that the
           random events in your life are
           God...you will live a much better
           life. You spend your life
           believing that you have all the
           control over what happens.
           Bullshit. The plane you're flying
           goes down? Out of your control.
           God gives you cancer. I have no
           control over that. Did God give me
           cancer? You bet your ass God gave
           me cancer. You think if I begged
           for cancer God would have given it
           to me?
           56.
                         
           No...because I assure you I have
           begged for God to take it away -
           and guess what? I have no control
           over that.
                         
          GAUNT YOUNG MAN smokes the cig to the nub and rubs the
          remains against the smooth concrete wall.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D)
           Can I get another smoke? What's
           wrong with you honey? You're
           beautiful, do you know that? Do I
           scare you? People either have to
           pretend they don't see me or
           they're drawn to me. It's funny
           because people see me as being
           close to the other side -- they
           feel like I have power or wisdom.
           They think I have the answers. Who
           knows? Maybe I do. Death gives
           you perspective. I lived my life
           so indecisive, in a haze. But now
           that I'm dying everything is so
           clear. It all makes sense somehow.
           I'm sorry but I can't get over how
           beautiful you are? Look at your
           arm, you an addict?
                         
          NICOLE looks at him. She nods.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D)
           What's your name?
                         
                          NICOLE
           Nicole.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN
           What do you do in the world Nicole?
                         
          She laughs, what a question.
                         
                          NICOLE
           Not much. I was a photographer and
           then I was a masseuse and I wash
           hair at a salon sometimes.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN
           Where is it? I'll come by, I'm
           easy, you can wash my head.
                          (SHE SMILES)
           Do you think you're gonna die?
                         
          NICOLE laughs to keep from weeping.
           57.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D)
           You're not. You're not gonna die.
                         
          The men watch as NICOLE quietly cries, it's powerful.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D)
           Don't you love her?
                         
                          WHIP
           I don't know her.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN
           Bullshit, I do. Random act of God?
           Don't think so. Survive a plane
           crash to meet a gorgeous girl in a
           stairwell. Fuck you man.
           (he reflects, then...)
           I'm sure they're looking for me.
           My family just showed up from Utah.
           You know it's bad when they start
           flying in. Every morning is
           special now, I'm so grateful. It's
           a trip, wish I could bottle this
           feeling I have...about how
           beautiful every breath of life is..
                         
          GAUNT YOUNG MAN starts laughing. WHIP joins him.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN (CONT'D)
           Can I get a smoke for the road?
                         
                          WHIP
           Here's a pack.
                         
           GAUNT YOUNG MAN
           Thank you, I'll pass them out in
           the cancer ward. Take care Nicole,
           you're gonna be okay.
                         
          The GAUNT YOUNG MAN leaves, clanging away with his I.V. pole.
                         
          NICOLE wipes away her tears, we see her hospital bracelet as
          well as her track marks.
                         
                          NICOLE
           Chemo brain. Chemo makes you
           pretty foggy.
                         
                          WHIP
           Yeah?
           
                         
                          NICOLE
           They call it chemo brain, my mom
           used to slur her words and get all
           chatty.
                         
                          WHIP
           Your mom had cancer.
                         
                          NICOLE
           Breast cancer, she was only 54.
                         
          It's quiet.
                         
                          WHIP
           But why'd that guy ask you if you
           were gonna die?
                         
                          NICOLE
           I dunno. I flat-lined twice in the
           ambulance. Heroin addicts who use
           needles tend to die. Especially
           women for some reason.
                         
                          WHIP
           Is that right?
                         
                          NICOLE
           I have a pamphlet to prove it. A
           girl from AA just came to see me --
                          (IT'S QUIET)
           That guy was a trip. He made it
           feel like, I dunno...we were the
           last people left on the planet..
           (drops her smoke)
           ...and together we should save the
           world.
                         
          NICOLE steps on her cigarette and puts the nub in her pocket.
          She begins to leave. WHIP stops her.
                         
                          WHIP
           Well, where should we live? If
           we're gonna save the world, where
           should we do that?
                         
          NICOLE laughs.
                         
                          WHIP (CONT'D)
           What?
                         
                          NICOLE
           You don't want me.
                         
          WHIP laughs.
           59.
                         
                          NICOLE (CONT'D)
           What?
                         
                          WHIP
           You don't want me either.
                         
          NICOLE's laugh tapers off as she senses his honesty.
                         
                          WHIP (CONT'D)
           Where do you live?
                         
                          NICOLE
           Why you wanna come visit? It's
           luxurious.
           (silence between them)
           I live in Bankhead, it's south
           Atlanta, near the bus station.
                         
                          WHIP
           The luxurious bus station?
                         
                          NICOLE
           Yeah.
                         
                          WHIP
           I'll come visit you.
                         
                          NICOLE
           You're sweet.
                         
                          WHIP
           I will. What's your address?
                         
          She measures him.
                         
                          NICOLE
           I live at the Georgian Gardens on
           Taylor street.
                         
                          WHIP
           Georgian Gardens?
                         
                          NICOLE
           Yeah.
                         
                         
                          WHIP
           How long are you staying here?
                         
                          NICOLE
           Trying to stay as long as I can but
           I don't have insurance to cover
           rehab. I'll prolly be out
           tomorrow.
           60.
                         
                          WHIP
           Oh. Okay. And you're a masseuse?
                         
                          NICOLE
           Yeah.
                         
                          WHIP
           What kind of masseuse?
                         
                          NICOLE
           I've been every kind of masseuse
           there is.
                         
          There is strong tension between them. An orderly busts
          through the down the stairs. This breaks their stare.
                         
                          WHIP
           Good luck Nicole.
                         
                          NICOLE
           You too.
                         
          WHIP leaves NICOLE where he found her.
                         
                         
          EXT. ST. FRANCIS REGIONAL MEDICAL HOSPITAL-LOADING DOCK-DAY
                         
          WHIP is wheeled out of a service exit by an ORDERLY who also
          holds the duffle bag of WHIP's stuff around his neck. Whip no
          longer wears the eye patch but has a butterfly bandage over
          his left eye brow.
                         
          HARLING jumps out of his 2001 Cadillac STS and immediately
          takes over, grabbing the duffel bag.
                         
                          WHIP
           Thanks Mike.
                         
          The ORDERLY tries to hand WHIP a medical file. HARLING
          snatches it.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           Yeah, thanks Mike.
           (Harling tips him)
           Here's 20 American.
                         
                          ORDERLY MIKE
           Thanks. Good luck, sir.
                         
          HARLING hugs WHIP who hangs on tight. The ORDERLY spins the
          chair around and heads back inside.
                         
          HARLING uses his key fob to remotely pop the trunk and stow
          Whip's duffel.
           61.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           This is how they get the Stones out
           of Madison Square Garden, man. 4
           smoked black limos fly outta the
           VIP driveway and the fans jump on
           the limos...mayhem. Those limos?
           Empty. Meanwhile, Mick and the boys
           go out the service exit into
           delivery vans -- casual, rock star
           type shit.
                         
           HARLING helps him into the front seat and they pull away.
                         
           The Stones, "Gimme Shelter" starts to play...
                         
           As they drive off, we see media mayhem collected in front of 53
           the hospital. Trucks with towers, cameramen, stringers and
           newscasters add to catering trucks and coffee stands as the
           vultures wait for the carrion of sound bytes and footage of
           survivors.
                         
                         
           INT. HARLING'S CADDY -- DAY
                         
           Whip watches through the rear window -- the "Media Circus"
           disappears as the Caddy rounds a corner. The back seat is
           piled with Whip's clothes, most of them still on hangers.
                         
           HARLING lights a cigarette and hands one to WHIP who takes
           it.
                         
                          HARLING MAYS
           I couldn't find any suitcases so I
           just put your shit in grocery bags.
                         
           HARLING pulls a cold Becks from a cooler on the floor of the
           back seat and uses a bottle opener that's been screwed to the
           dash of his car next to the radio to open the beer. He
           offers the beer to WHIP who waves it off. HARLING gladly
           keeps it for himself... "Gimme Shelter" continues to play...


"There really are 
Four Quarters of a Whole. 

And I think that maybe threw some people at the beginning of last season, 
and even at the end of last season. 

But I think that you see, 
as you have seen, that they were puzzle pieces, 
Four Puzzle Pieces to A Circle.

I wanted to tell 
Mulder’s Story — Mulder's Struggle.

I wanted to tell 
Scully's Struggle.

I wanted to tell 
The Cigarette Smoking Man's Struggle,

and I wanted to tell 
William's Struggle.

For me, 
The Four Characters 
who are central to The Mythology.”

— Chris Carter.

Mama Kathy



Once, When She Was a Girl... 
A Very Little Girl... 

Dana was in The Woods.

She had always been a tomboy, unlike Her Sister Melissa.

For her birthday, 
Dana’s Brothers had given her a B.B. gun 
and were showing her How to Use It.

Their Father had told them only to shoot cans...
But in a patch of grass, 
Bill Jr. found a garter snake.
And they began shooting. 

Wanting to fit in with Her Brothers, 
Dana also shot at The Snake.

It squirmed wildly, 
desperatly Fighting for Life, 
but as the boys continued to shoot, 
The Snake began to bleed. 

When she realised what she had done, 
Dana began to cry with irrevocable guilt. 

Through her tears, she was saying that... 
Something was missing from The Snake. 

She had taken something that was not hers’ to take. 

And although deathly afraid of Snakes, 
Dana held The Animal, 
as if sheer Human Will could keep it alive. 

The Snake, its’ blood on Her Hands, died. 
There was nothing she could do to bring it back.

That Day in The Woods, 
I felt for My Daughter. 

But at This Moment, 
I Know HOW My Daughter felt.



The door opens and Mrs. Scully stands up. A Man walks in carrying something. 

She walks over and he lifts the cover off. 

Mulder walks over, looks at it, and turns away. 

It is a tombstone, and it reads:

DANA KATHERINE SCULLY
1964 —
LOVING DAUGHTER & FRIEND

"The Spirit is the Truth." 
JOHN 5:07

I don't know if you are who I think you might be. 


But if you are William... 

this is what I'd say. 


I'm sorry. 

I'm so sorry... that I didn't get a chance to know you. 


Or you get a chance 

to know me, or your father. 


I gave you up for adoption not because I didn't want you... or because you were any less loved. 


I was trying to keep you safe. 

I hope you know that. 


And maybe... Maybe I should have had the courage to stand by you. 


But I thought I was being strong, because it was the hardest thing I have ever done. 

I mean... To let go... and to know that I was gonna miss your whole life. 


But it turns out that this is the hardest thing. To see the outcome. And how I failed you. I need you to know that I never forgot you. 


And I thought... I felt... 

even recently that we were gonna somehow be reunited. 

I wish I could have been there to ease your pain. 


Oh, my God, this is so inadequate. 

I'm just so sorry. 

I'm so sorry


"There really are 
Four Quarters of a Whole. 

And I think that maybe threw some people at the beginning of last season, 
and even at the end of last season. 

But I think that you see, 
as you have seen, that they were puzzle pieces, 
Four Puzzle Pieces to A Circle.

I wanted to tell 
Mulder’s Story — Mulder's Struggle.

I wanted to tell 
Scully's Struggle.

I wanted to tell 
The Cigarette Smoking Man's Struggle,

and I wanted to tell 
William's Struggle.

For me, 
The Four Characters 
who are central to The Mythology.”

— Chris Carter.

Saturday 3 July 2021

We Weren't Always Like This



Locutus of The Tribal Conglomerate 
of The People of The Mor-Loxx :
Come a little closer -- I don't bite. 

Do I surprise you? 

The Time Traveller :
A little. Yes.

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
Hmm. We weren't always like this. 

After The Moon fell from The Sky, 
The Earth could no longer sustain the species. 

Some managed to stay above. 
The rest of us escaped underground. 

Then centuries later, 
when we tried to re-emerge 
into The Sun again, we couldn't

So we bred ourselves into castes. 
Some to be our eyes and ears. 
Some to be our muscles and sinews. 

The Time Traveller :
You mean, Your Hunters. 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
Yes. Bred to be predators, 
but bred also to be controlled

You see, my caste concentrated on expanding 
our cerebral abilities. 

The Time Traveller :
You control their thoughts. 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
Not just theirs. 

The Time Traveller :
The Eloi. So it's not enough that 
you hunt them down like animals. 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
That's their role here

The Time Traveller :
To be Your Food? 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
Yes. And for those who are suitable, 
to be breeding vessels for our other colonies. 

You see, I'm just one of many. 

The Time Traveller :
I don't understand how you can sit there 
and speak so coldly about this --

Have you not considered the Human Cost of... 
of what it is you're doing? 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
We all pay a price... 
Alexander. 

Don't worry.
You're safe. I control them.
 
Without that control, 
they would exhaust the food supply 
in a matter of months

The Time Traveller :
Food Supply
They're Human Beings! 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
Who are you to question 800,000 years of Evolution? 

The Time Traveller :
This is... 
This is a perversion of every Natural Law. 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
And what is time travel but your pathetic attempt to control The World around you,
your futile effort to have A Question answered? 

Do you think I don't know you, Alexander? 
I can look inside your memories, 
your nightmares, your dreams. 


You're A Man haunted by those two most terrible words : 
"What if....?" 


"Look at you!"

"Daddy!"

"Who's that? 
Is it Daddy?" 

"Daddy!" 

"And we're still having lots of fun -- Right?"


"Right."

"Da-da! Daddy."

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
You built your Time Machine because of Emma's Death. 
If she had lived, it would never have existed. 
So how could you use your machine 
to go back to save her? 

You are the inescapable result of your Tragedy, 
just as I... am the inescapable result... 
of you

You have Your Answer -- 
Now go

The Time Traveller :
I believe you have something that belongs to me. 

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
We all have our Time Machines, don't we? 
Those that take us back are Memories... 
and those that carry us forward... are Dreams

The Time Traveller :
You're forgetting one thing.

Locutus of Mor-Loxx :
Huh? 

The Time Traveller :
"What if..?" 

What are you doing with it? 

The Time Traveller :
Changing The Future. 

Avengers Endgame - Nebula and War Machine - Retrieve The Power Stone




Quill on Morag dancing to "Come And Get Your Love", we then pan over to Rhodey and Nebula hiding in the background watching Quill dance and sing to their perspective without music.

RHODEY
So he's An Idiot?

NEBULA
Yeah.

Rhodey knocks out Quill and Nebula rummages around to take Quill's tool.

RHODEY: What's that?

NEBULA: The tool of a thief.

[Nebula uses the tool to open the door that leads to The Orb A.K.A The Power Stone. Nebula tries to walk in but is stopped by Rhodey.]

RHODEY: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa...This is the part where spikes come out with skeletons on the end and everything...

NEBULA: What are you talking about?

RHODEY: When you break into a place called the temple of the Power Stone, There's gonna be a bunch of booby traps–

[Nebula just shakes her head and walks in.]

RHODEY: Okay. All right. Go ahead.

[Nebula forces her hand inside the force field protecting The Orb while it melts away the exterior plating on her arm. She successfully retrieves The Orb and hands it to Rhodey all the while Rhodey watched the whole thing happened.]

NEBULA: I wasn't always like this.

RHODEY: Me either. But we work with what we got, right?

[They just both look at each other solemnly.]

RHODEY: Sync up. [They both suit up.] Three.. two.. one...

[Rhodey is the only one who disappears while Nebula is left behind unable to move, then she riddled with pain on her head. She falls to the ground.]

[Sanctuary II. 2014 Nebula is being scanned in synch with her future self. A memory is played, coming from future Nebulas head.]

BRUCE (Memory): You murdered trillions!

THANOS (Memory): You should be grateful.

NATASHA (Memory): Where are the stones?

THANOS (Memory): Gone. Reduced to atoms.

BRUCE (Memory): You used them two days ago.

THANOS (Memory): I used the stones to destroy the stones. It nearly killed me. But the work is done. It always will be. I am inevitable.

[Memory pauses.]

GAMORA (2014): What did you do to them?

THANOS (2014): Nothing. Yet. They're not trying to stop something I'm going to do in our time. They're trying to undo something I've already done in theirs.

GAMORA (2014): The stones...

THANOS (2014): I found them all. I won. Tipped the cosmic scales to balance.

[Thanos (2014) caress Gamora (2014) and she kneels down]

EBONY MAW (2014): This is your future.

THANOS (2014): It's my destiny.

[Maw resumes playing the memory]

NEBULA (Memory): My father is many things. A liar is not one of them.

THANOS (Memory): Ah...Thank you, Daughter. Perhaps I treated you too harshly...

[Thanos gets beheaded in the memory, Gamora (2014) is shocked and stands up]

THANOS (2014): And that, is destiny fulfilled.

EBONY MAW (2014): [Dangerous voice.] 
Sire, your Daughter...

[Maw (2014) telekinetically wraps a chain around Nebula (2014).]

NEBULA (2014): 
No!

EBONY MAW (2014): ...is a traitor.

NEBULA (2014): 
That's not me. It's not. I could never... 
I would never betray you. Never.

[Thanos (2014) releases the chain around Nebula (2014) neck and holds her head in his palm]

THANOS (2014): I know. And you'll have the chance to prove it.

[Thanos (2014) makes sure Nebula cannot travel back to 2023. Nebula is stuck in 2014.]

NEBULA
No! He knows! 
[Runs back to the ship and gets on the comms.] Barton? Barton, come in. Romanoff? Come in, we have a problem. Come on! Come in, we have a prob....

Thanos knows
Thanos… 

He knows.

Nebula looks up in horror just to be abducted by the Sanctuary II. 
The scene cuts to Steve, who has just defeated himself, 
jumping down from a building with the scepter

To Hang, Together --

Q2
The Road takes us to The Rest of The Universe, 
then it leads back here -- 
An endless circle.

I travelled The Road many times
sat on The Porch, 
Played The Games, Been The Dog, 
everything -- 

I was even The Scarecrow for a while.


Q. : 
Oh, we've all done The Scarecrow -- 
Big deal..!!


continuum (n.)
1640s, "a continuous spread or extension, a connection of elements as intimate as that of the instants of time," from Latin continuum "a continuous thing," neuter of continuus "joining, connecting with something; following one after another," from continere (intransitive) "to be uninterrupted," literally "to hang together" (see contain). The plural is continua.





1996-02-19: Q Continuum Road Metaphor

[Desert road]

JANEWAY
This is the Q Continuum..? 
A Road in A Desert?

Q: 
I told you so.

QUINN: 
This is a manifestation of the Continuum that we hope falls within your level of comprehension. 
This way.

[Roadside building]

A man and woman in 20s clothes are playing croquet on an immaculate lawn, with planets for balls. 

A Scarecrow in Starfleet uniform stands nearby. 

The Sign over The Door says 'Never Closes' 
and The Clock has no hands. 

A man puffing on a pipe is reading a book called The Old while a young woman reads a magazine called The New. 

Someone plays the Continuum Galaxy pinball machine. 
The group walk past a panting bloodhound.

JANEWAY: 
Good afternoon.

QUINN: 
I apologise for their lack of hospitality, Captain. 
We're not used to visitors here. 
In fact you are the only ones who've ever come.

TUVOK
Then what is The Purpose of The Road?

QUINN
The Road takes us to the rest of The Universe, 
then it leads back here -- An endless circle.

JANEWAY: 
This was your existence before your confinement?

QUINN
I travelled The Road many times, sat on The Porch, 
Played The Games, been The Dog, everything -- 

I was even The Scarecrow for a while.

JANEWAY: 
Why?

QUINN: 
Because I hadn't done it.

Q.
Oh, we've all done The Scarecrow -- 
Big deal..!!

JANEWAY: 
I can't say I entirely understand what I'm seeing here, but these people don't seem to be suffering.

Q: 
Of course not. They're happy people. Happy people. 
What's there to feel sad about? Look at them.

QUINN: 
They don't dare feel sad. 
If only they could, that would be progress.

Q: 
Oh, The Philosopher speaks.

QUINN: 
When I was a respected philosopher, 
I celebrated The Continuity, The Undeviation of Q life. 

I argued that our civilisation had achieved a purity that no other culture had ever approached. 

And it was wonderful, for a while. 

At the beginning of the New Era, 
Life as a Q was a continuous dialogue of Discovery and Issues and Humour from all over The Universe. But look at them now. 
Listen to their dialogue now.

TUVOK: 
…I'm afraid I cannot hear any.

QUINN: 
Because it has all been said. Everyone has heard everything, seen everything. 

They haven't had to speak to each other in ten millennia. 
There's nothing left to say.

Q: 
Well, I don't know about you, 
but I appreciate a little peace and quiet now and again.

QUINN: 
It's ironic, isn't it, Q.

Q: 
I don't know what you mean.

QUINN: 
Of course you do. 
That you of all people should be arguing their case.

Q: 
I believe in the ultimate purity of The Q.

QUINN: 
You, who were banned from the Continuum 
and made mortal to pay for your crimes?

Q: 
My penance has ended. 
I'm a born again Q. 
That life is behind me.

QUINN: 
What a shame. 
Because in many ways, that life inspired me.

Q: 
It did? I did?

QUINN: 
Oh, yes. You never knew that, did you? 

You see, Captain, Q rebelled against this existence 
by refusing to behave himself

He was out of Control. 

He used his powers irresponsibly and all for his own amusement

And he desperately needed amusement, 
because he could find none here at home.

Q
And I paid the price for my inappropriate behaviour.

QUINN
No, no, we paid the price 
by forcing you to stop

But for a moment there, 
you really had our attention. My attention. 

You gave us something to talk about. 

But then you surrendered 
to The Will of The Continuum like a good little Q, 
and may I say that you've become 
a fine, upstanding member of the Continuum. 

But I miss the irrepressible Q, 
the one who forced me to Think
May I borrow this?


(Quinn takes the The New magazine from the woman and shows and article to Janeway.)

QUINN: 
This was the beginning of my fall from grace. This was the last edition, by the way. They shut down the presses after I wrote that.

(My Corner of the Continuum. I'm Ready To Die: How About You?)


QUINN: 
But they couldn't keep me silent. 
I continued to speak out in favour 
of self-termination.

Q: 
That's when he lost his mind 
and started trying to destroy himself. 
We had No Choice but to confine him 
but for his own safety.

QUINN: 
Not for my safety. For theirs. I was the greatest threat the Continuum had ever known. They feared me so much they had to lock me away for eternity. And when they did that, they were saying that the individual's rights will be protected only so long as they don't conflict with The State. 
Nothing is so dangerous to A Society. 

My Life's Work is Complete, 
but They force Immortality on me, 
and when They do that 
They cheapen and denigrate My Life 
and all Life in The Continuum. 
All Life. 

Captain, you're A Explorer. 
What if you had nothing left to explore? 
Would you want to live forever under those circumstances? 

You want me to prove to you that 
I suffer in terms that you can equate with pain or disease. 

Look at Us. 

When Life has become futile, 
meaningless, unendurable, 
it must be allowed to end. 

Can't you see, Captain? 

For Us, The Disease 
is Immortality.