Monday 9 April 2018

PornostarDämmerung : Kagney Linn Karter

When The Fool Louis Theroux entitled his documentary 
"Twilight of The Pornstars",
he said more than he could ever know..


Cleopatra - 
In the habiliments of the Goddess Isis
You come before me as a suppliant. 

Antony - Suppliant to The Goddess : 
If you choose to regard me as such. 

Cleopatra - 
In the habiliments of the Goddess Isis: 

I do. You will therefore assume the position of a suppliant before this throne. 

You will kneel. 

Antony - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
I will what

Cleopatra - 
In the habiliments of the Goddess Isis: 

On-your-knees

Antony - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
You dare ask the Proconsul of the Roman Empire? 

Cleopatra - 
In the habiliments of the Goddess Isis:  

asked it of Julius Caesar. 

demand it of you

 Cleopatra - In the habiliments of the Goddess Isis
Kagney Linn Karter - 
In the habiliments of the Goddess FiFi :  


The Fool :
Montay, you are Kagney's Significant Other...?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
Yes.


The Fool :
Husband..?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
Ah, no.


The Fool :
No. Hoping to be..?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
Hoping to be, Ya.  Eventually, Someday.


The Fool :
What do you  do..?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 

I am... A full-time assistant to my Girlfriend


The Fool :


Do you have rules about what she can or can't do?
You know, what you're comfortable with..?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
I get my input. I get my input on 
What I Believe 
that She should probably refrain from doing.


The Fool :
Like..?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
Um... Like, for example, Her agent called today and asked Her, does she want to do a Boy/Girl scene, but after the Boy/Girl scene, five guys come and ejaculate on Her.


The Fool :
So you expressed a preference that She not do that.

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
Of Course.
I mean, I'd rather...


The Fool :
What did She say?

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
She... said that She was gonna do it, y'know...

******



The Fool :
Montay was saying about this scene that you had coming up, and about... whether you should let these guys... Kind of, finish their business on you.


Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
He didn't want to talk about it, so I'm actually surprised he even brought it up with you guys, because, Babe, you wouldn't even talk to me about it -

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess : 
I mean, I'm always going to have my opinion, so...
Especially if your agent says that he doesn't think that She should do it.


Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
You saying that I couldn't do it cuts me out of two grand....


Montay  - 

Suppliant to The Goddess :
[ Folding Her dresses and discarded rainment

I didn't say...

Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  

...and that cuts out of money  - that we can go on vaction, so we can do nice things for ourselves... 



Montay  - 

Suppliant to The Goddess :

I  never did say...


Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
...so that I can buy you the clothes that you put on your back, Montay.

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess :
I didn't say that you couldn't do it.

The Fool :

Kagney, you would maybe want to respect his feelings, though, if he was... upset by something that you chose to do...?

[ The Suppliant is weeping, crying to himself quietly in the corner, as he folds dresses and sorts items in his Goddess' wardrobe ]



Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
Are you upset, really?
Like you're upset now...?


Montay  - 

Suppliant to The Goddess :
I didn't say that I was upset.

The Fool :
He didn't.

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess :
I  never did say that.


Kagney Linn Karter -


 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
I mean, of course I want to respect his feelings, but sometimes, he doesn't know What's Best For Me, and 
I know What's Best For Us 
because I have been running this train for a long time now, So...

Montay sometimes doesn't understand that the reason why I do certain scenes is not because I'm just a Big Whore...

Montay  - 
Suppliant to The Goddess :
[ Taking offence at the suggestion 
...No...!!


Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
...who enjoys getting five loads on my face, it's because I know that that's the type of scene that might possibly win me an award.

[ and by implication, drive up her market value as a performer and earn larger fees. ]

The Fool :
As an outsider to the business and representing maybe what people at home would see, what I would say is that  Montay, maybe,  is taking on a lot already, by seeing the person that he loves performing Sex Acts with other people.... 


Kagney Linn Karter -
 In the habiliments of a bath towel:  
Okay, but Montay also gets to have lots of days off where gets to sit around the house and play video-games all day too, so - Okay?

So, Montay gets Whatever He Wants, 
he has a really good life, that I provided for him

So - Montay has it easy.

[ So do Zoo Animals - the difference being, that they are not there by choice, the suppliant is chosing to be there and to serve his Goddess in the office of a Priest. ]

[ He's more like a pet than a Zoo Creature. ]

Louis Theroux's Twilight of The Pornstars
PornostarDämmerung

My art has been commended as being strongly vaginal, which bothers some men.

"I am your priest. I am your servant. 
I am your guide in This World. 
I've taken your sacraments and placed them close to my heart according to the ancient ways. 

That's why you were called to me." 

- Knox, Qwa'ha Xahn High Priest  to the Goddess Illyria






Newman: 
Right, you’re just saying that’s the way it is?

Peterson: 
Well, it’s, I’m not saying anything. It’s just an observation, that, that’s the way it is. 
There’s plenty of women that are watching my lectures and coming to my talks and buying my books. 
It’s just that the majority of them happen to be men.

Newman: 
What’s in it for the women, though?

Peterson: 
Well what sort of partner do you want? 
You want an overgrown child? 
Or do you want someone to contend with, that’s going to help you?

Newman: 
So you’re saying women have some sort of duty to sort of help fix the crisis of masculinity?




Peterson: 
It depends on what they want. 
No I mean, it’s exactly how I laid it out like. 

Women want, deeply, want men who are competent and powerful!

And I don’t mean power in that they can exert tyrannical control over others. 

That’s not power! 

That’s just corruption. 

Power is competence, and why in the world would you not want a competent partner? 


Well, I know why actually. 
You can’t dominate a competent partner. 

[ You can if they are self-sacrificing - as all parents and suppliants are expected to be. ]


So if you want domination, …

Newman: 
So you are saying women want to dominate, is that what you’re saying?

Peterson: 
No. I’d say women who have had their relationships with men impaired and who are afraid of such relationships, will settle for a weak partner, because they can dominate them. 

[ Or, She may in fact be a goddess. ]

But it’s a sub-optimal solution.

[ Unless She is a Goddess - but that has to be earned. ]

[ Most  men are not Kings ot Little Gods Upon The Earth, most women are not Goddesses - but some are. ]

Newman: 
Do you think that’s what a lot of women are doing?

Peterson: 
I think there’s a substantial minority of women who do that. 
And I think it’s very bad for them. 
They’re very unhappy. 
It’s very bad for their partners. 
Although the partners get the advantage of not having to take any responsibility.

Newman: 
What gives you the right to say that? 
I mean, maybe that’s how women want their relationships, those women. 
I mean, you’re making these vast generalizations.

Peterson: 
I’m a clinical psychologist.

Newman: 
Right. So you’re saying you’ve done your research and women are unhappy dominating men?

Peterson: 
I didn’t say they were unhappy dominating them. 
I said it was a bad long-term solution. 
It’s not the same thing.

Newman: 
Okay, you said it was making them miserable.

Peterson: 
Yes, it is. And it depends on the time frame. I mean, there can be, there’s intense pleasure in momentary domination. 

That’s why people do it all the time, but it’s no formula for a long-term, successful, long-term relationship. 

That’s reciprocal, right? Any long-term relationship is reciprocal, virtually by definition. So, …




Sunday 8 April 2018

PornostarDämmerung

When The Fool Louis Theroux entitled his documentary 
"Twilight of The Pornstars",
he said more than he could ever know..

Friday 6 April 2018

Disagreeableness is My Superpower






" There are those who say "Stick to Civil Rights/Mind Your Own Business/For Your Own Sake, Stay Out of This Affair";




To Those I say, That I Have Worked Too Long and Hard Now to End the  Segregation of Public Housing to Begin Segregating My Moral Concern;

I'm Not Going to Do That.

• Others can do what they WANT to do... Others who feel that they can't say anything, or feel afraid, or don't want to get involved, THAT'S THEIR BUSINESS.

• But I Know That JUSTICE is INDIVISIBLE....

• A Threat to Justice ANYWHERE is a Threat to Justice EVERYWHERE.

MINE EYES HAVE SEEN THE GLORY OF THE COMING OF THE LORD


"Life style is defined by others,

Opportunity Defined by Others

Role in society by others 


You don't have to be black to be a n*gger in this society

Most people in America are n*ggers"


" For twelve years this Nation was afflicted with hear-nothing, see-nothing, do-nothing Government. The Nation looked to Government but the Government looked away. Nine mocking years with the golden calf and three long years of the scourge! Nine crazy years at the ticker and three long years in the breadlines! Nine mad years of mirage and three long years of despair! Powerful influences strive today to restore that kind of government with its doctrine that that Government is best which is most indifferent.

For nearly four years you have had an Administration which instead of twirling its thumbs has rolled up its sleeves. We will keep our sleeves rolled up.

We had to struggle with the old enemies of peace—business and financial monopoly, speculation, reckless banking, class antagonism, sectionalism, war profiteering.

They had begun to consider the Government of the United States as a mere appendage to their own affairs. We know now that Government by organized money is just as dangerous as Government by organized mob.

Never before in all our history have these forces been so united against one candidate as they stand today. They are unanimous in their hate for me—and I welcome their hatred.

I should like to have it said of my first Administration that in it the forces of selfishness and of lust for power met their match. I should like to have it said of my second Administration that in it these forces met their Master. "



"There are certain technical words within every academic discipline that soon become stereotypes and cliches. Modern psychology has a word that is probably used more than any other word in modern psychology. It is the word “maladjusted.” 

This word is the ringing cry to modern child psychology. Certainly, we all want to avoid the maladjusted life. In order to have real adjustment within our personalities, we all want the well‐adjusted life in order to avoid neurosis, schizophrenic personalities.But I say to you, my friends, as I move to my conclusion, there are certain things in our nation and in the world which I am proud to be maladjusted and which I hope all men of good‐will will be maladjusted until the good societies realize. I say very honestly that I never intend to become adjusted to segregation and discrimination. I never intend to become adjusted to religious bigotry. I never intend to adjust myself to economic conditions that will take necessities from the many to give luxuries to the few. I never intend to adjust myself to the madness of militarism, to self‐defeating effects of physical violence. But in a day when sputniks and explorers are dashing through outer space and guided ballistic missiles are carving highways of death through the stratosphere, no nation can win a war. It is no longer the choice between violence and nonviolence. It is either nonviolence or nonexistence, and the alternative to disarmament. The alternative to absolute suspension of nuclear tests. The alternative to strengthening the United Nations and thereby disarming the whole world may well be a civilization plunged into the abyss of annihilation. This is why I welcome the recent test‐ban treaty.
In other words, I’m about convinced now that there is need for a new organization in our world. The International Association for the Advancement of Creative Maladjustment‐‐men and women who will be as maladjusted as the prophet Amos. Who in the midst of the injustices of his day could cry out in words that echo across the centuries, “Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.” As maladjusted as Abraham Lincoln who had the vision to see that this nation would not survive half‐slave and half‐free. As maladjusted as Thomas Jefferson who in the midst of an age amazingly adjusted to slavery would scratch across the pages of history words lifted to cosmic proportions, “We know these truths to be self‐evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their creator certain unalienable rights” that among these are “life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.” As maladjusted as Jesus of Nazareth who could say to the men and women of his day, “Love your enemies, bless them that curse you. Pray for them that despitefully use you.” Through such maladjustment, I believe that we will be able to emerge from the bleak and desolate midnight of man’s inhumanity to man into the bright and glittering daybreak of freedom and justice. My faith is that somehow this problem will be solved.In spite of the difficulties of this hour, I am convinced that we have the resources to make the American Dream a reality. I am convinced of this because I believe Carlyle is right. “No lie can live forever.” I am convinced of this because I believe William Cullen Bryant is right. “Truth pressed to earth will rise again.” I am convinced of this because I think James Russell Lowell is right. “Truth forever on the scaffold, Wrong forever on the throne; Yet that scaffold sways the future, And behind the dim unknown, Standeth God within the shadow, Keeping watch above His own.” Somehow with this faith, we will be able to adjourn the councils of despair and bring new life into the dark chambers of pessimism. With this faith, we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation to a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. This will be a great day. This will be the day when all of God’s children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, “Free at last! Free at last! Thank God, Almighty, we are free at last!” Thank you.

Tuesday 3 April 2018

The Teller of Uncomfortable Truths.


"Part of Angel's trouble is that he refuses to listen to the person who most frequently Tells him The Truth in the course of this season : Spike, who reverts to his Buffy Seasons Two to Four status as 
The Trickster Teller of Uncomfortable Truths. "

Kes is certainly an Elf or a Pixie - 
a Trickster, to be sure, but an entirely too benign one.

She lacks Danger.

What you need instead, is...
A Dark Fairy



FEMALE CADET
Admiral? Some of us were talking 
before class and we were curious. 

How extensive was Seven of Nine's 
involvement with Unimatrix Zero?

JANEWAY
I'd, er, prefer not to discuss 
Seven of Nine.

FEMALE CADET
Yes, ma'am. Sorry.


[Cargo Bay two]

(Seven is regenerating. Janeway enters and turns off her alcove.)

SEVEN: 
Captain. 

JANEWAY
Step down, please. 

Seven, you disobeyed my direct orders
and as a result you condemned 
A Sentient Being to its Death. 

[ But she isn't part of the Command Stucture - neither were Kes and nor is Neelix. Her subordination to the onboard hierarchy is volitional and only The Captain can give her orders. And we know this - for example - because not Chakotay or Torres can tell Neelix what to do in his kitchen, except as directed to by The Captain, when acting with her authority.  ]

SEVEN
By doing so, I also diverted the Hirogen attack. 
An attack which would have destroyed us. 

JANEWAY
Maybe not. 
In any case, The Decision wasn't yours to make. 

[ It bloody well was if it could have killed her (or others), which it could. ]

SEVEN
The creature broke through the forcefield. 
I had no choice. 

JANEWAY: 
I didn't come here to debate your decision. 
I came here to inform you of the consequences. 

When you first came to Voyager, 
I decided to grant you the same liberties and freedoms 
of any crew member, 
because I wanted you to be 
A Part of This Family.
 
And I've been willing to accommodate 
your unique way of doing things, 
even when you rubbed somebody the wrong way 
or violated protocol. 

But this time, 
I can't accommodate you. 

From this point forward, 
you will no longer have access 
to any primary systems on this ship. 
Not without my direct authorisation. 

If you attempt to circumvent me, 
I'll throw you in the Brig. 

I still need your expertise 
in the Astrometrics lab if you're willing. 

If not, you can spend your time here 
in the Cargo Bay. 

Is that understood? 

SEVEN : 
Yes. 

(Janeway turns to leave.

SEVEN
It is puzzling

JANEWAY
What's that? 

SEVEN
You made me into 
An Individual. 

You encouraged me to stop thinking 
like a member of The Collective, 
to cultivate My Independence 
and My Humanity. 

But when I try to assert 
That Independence 
I am punished

JANEWAY : 
Individuality has its limits, 
especially on a starship where there's 
A Command Structure. 

[ Which she, very explicitly, is not in. ]

SEVEN
I believe that you are punishing me 
Because I do not think the way you do. 
Because I am not becoming 
more like you. 

You claim to respect My Individuality, 
but in fact you are frightened by it.

JANEWAY: 
As you were.

The Vulcan Heart was Forged Out of Darkness






 Without the darkness, how would we recognise the light? 
Do not fear your negative thoughts. They are part of you. 
They are a part of every living being, even Vulcans. 

The Vulcan heart was forged out of barbarism and violence. 
We learned to control it, but it is still part of us. 
To pretend it does not exist is to create an opportunity for it to escape.

Failure is The Price We Pay for Having STANDARDS





"I am kindly and old. But I am not harmless."

The Third Testament : It'll Make Your Tea Sweet




Well now, I'm we're all gonna have to talk about Judy. 


In fact, we're gonna talk about nothing but Judy at all, we're gonna be unable now to keep her out of it.

( 2012 and all of That... )





When the Juewes return to Zion 
And a Comet rips The Sky
When the Holy Roman Empire rise,
The You and I must die.


Form The Eternal See He rises,
Commanding Armies upon either shore,
turning Man against His Brother 

Til Man Exists :


NO MORE